.~*~. New emotions .~*~. Jenna Ortega characters x reader

it was supposed to be happily ever after

"y/n!" Vada held my dying body in her arms, I had been shot in a school shooting , it was one of the few times I'd ever see my girlfriend cry. Her eyes were red and puffy, her mouth set into a scowl.

I know I'm going to die...I wish I could have done something with myself but sadly my life is being cut short.

"You're so brave y/n, you're so strong.  I'll take care of you until you're nothing more than ash." Vada sniffled in the middle of her words , I tried to smile at her through my pain but I felt like the most pitiful person on earth. I wasn't much of a fighter, not by a long shot, I always thought I would make something out of myself as an artist or writer, but now I knew that that wouldn't happen anymore.

Now that life got in the way, I couldn't do anything but stare straight ahead through Vada's tears. It took everything I had not to give in to the numbness consuming me, because I dont want to live in a world where people who hurt others lived happily.

I don't want to be in this world, where everyone feels better when they get rid of someone.

The universe is fucked up and cruel, but maybe we're supposed to let it run its course and see if it works or doesn't. Maybe that's how people learn.

Vada's sobs brought me out of my thoughts . I tried to reassure her, but my blood started to come out of my mouth and  my brain turned fuzzy. The last thing I remember hearing before blacking out was "Please dont die y/n, please dont die, oh god please don't die. No you arent allowed to die on me, please...we still have to get married!  Please... please..." and then there was darkness.