BDSM (Larry)- English translation

Chapter 7- time to think

"Earth to Tommo, earth to Tommo, earth to Tommo- answer me."
"What do you want, weirdo?" Louis asked Stan annoyed.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing."
"You're so quiet."
"I'm just thinking."
"oh, you can think?"
"Sadly, I'm the only one" Louis sighed dramatically and was back in deep thoughts.

He woke up yesterday. In arms of a man that wouldn't leave his mind. Harry was awake and told him he could shower here and then made a big breakfast for him before bringing him back to uni. Louis was only in bed yesterday.

"When can we get tested?" Louis asked back in the car and Harry grinned at him and gave him his working but also his private number. Louis should take his time and think about everything. He won't run away. Louis should inform himself more about BDSM especially about 24/7. That's what he wanted and Louis should know that. If he would have questions Louis could always call him.

Louis didn't know how hard that was for Harry. But he knew that he overwhelmed him on the day before. Louis had to be there voluntarily because only then it will work out between them. In his opinion the first taste worked out really good. Louis had this hidden submissive side. Harry just wanted him to show it. It was something special because Louis didn't know himself about that side. Still, Harry would wait for 2 weeks. He didn't want this to end bad for any of them.

Louis himself felt like he was crushed. Even though he just got a handjob. But it felt like so much more. The looks and the certainty.. Louis felt like Harry touched him everywhere. Like he could feel him still. Everywhere. Louis never had such an intense orgasm and then there was the thing afterwards. Harry covered him with the blanket and just held him. The whole night. And he praised him and caressed him. Louis noticed that he loved that. It was so intense because of Harry's personality. So loving. Louis felt so damn good.
It was very much a contrast to what he was usually used to. It was often just about sex and after that everyone just laid on their own half of the bed. But now it seemed like both was important. As if the one thing didn't work without the other.

He googled it but at some point put down his phone. He saw many terms. Some were disdurbing, some got skipped and about others he had to laugh.
But he got to know what 24/7 was. A relationship based on BDSM. 24 hours a day 7 days a week. The domination not only in bed but also in your every day life. But how? Should Louis be on his knees the whole day?
Louis was scared as he read that som Doms completely controlled their subs. Control about who they are allowed to meet up with, control about who and with how many they meet up with and stuff like that. That was a no for Louis. Stan and Oli were important for him. Always. He could never stop being friends with them. But well that wasn't even possible. Stan and Oli were like athlete's foot. They alwys came back. If Louis wouldn't say anything for days they would come and see what happened and ask him why he hasn't talked to them about it. And then they would get drunk and make another bet and everything was like before. It was always like that. Should he talk to them about it? They will probably look at him like he has lost his mind. But he knew they would still accept him. They always did.

Additionally, Louis didn't like stoppig with uni and stay at home to do the housekeeping. Louis also didn't want to be pending on Harry financially.

Beind pending on Harry in bed? Getting the hands tied only with words and looks definitelly did something with him. It made him incredibly horny. He liked it even though it felt a little like a torture ot being able to help himself. That's why it felt so amazing when he came.

Louis had qestions. He needed to know if he could trust Harry or not. He didn't want to get punched until he was bloody and faeces was definitelly a no for him too.
But if he is honest with himself he didn't want to miss out on Harry anymore.
He wanted to have him. But submit him?
"Earth to-"
"Shut up, Stan!"

Harry examined mr. Robarts. He was in his 70s and had gout and high blood pressure. Harry was a good doctor. He wanted to respond to his patients as best as he could and always listened to them. Many people were sceptical about such a young doctor opening a new doctor's office. He was proud that most patients stayed after their previous doctor retired. He loved his job.

Added to that he looked at his work-life balance. He wanted nothing more with that than Louis. He gave Louis two weeks. But those two weeks seemed even for him very long. But for Louis almost everything would change if he would agree. Therefore, he had to wait.