Solangelo AU

Part 6

I opened my eyes slowly. I had this awful feeling and I couldn't tell why.

And then i remember my latest flashback.

I sat up, rubbing my eyes, as an arm tightened around my waist. I glanced back, seeing Will laying there, his eyes closed, his lips slightly parted. I sat there for a moment, watching his chest rise and fall slowly.

I traced my finger down his face slowly, not being able to help myself.

I hated how much I still loved him. I should be over him by now. It had been 5 years. 

But still...

I sighed, standing up slowly, careful not to wake Will up. 

"You're going to be the death of me Sunshine Boy," I whispered, kissing his forehead gently.

I slipped away from him, heading towards the stairs.

I glanced at my phone as I walked down the stairs.

1:46am

I sighed, sitting on the couch. It was way too early for me to be awake. 

I shook my head, trying to think.

I still loved Will. I had never stopped loving him. 

But what was i supposed to do?

We had broken up 5 years ago. That was that. I wouldn't have been surprised if Will had a new girlfriend or boyfriend when I first saw him.

But now i wasn't so sure anymore.  

I tucked my legs into my chest, burying my face in my knees.

I needed to get over Will. But for now, I let myself daydream.

I laid back, closing my eyes.

I want to run my fingers through his fluffy, silky, blonde hair. I reached my arm out slightly into the empty air, wishing he was there. I want to kiss those beautiful pink lips of his and taste the strawberry taste of his mouth. I want to trace my fingertips down his soft skin.

"Hey Neeks, you okay?"

I opened my eyes slowly, seeing Will walking towards me.

"Yeah, I'm fine, I think," I yawned, closing my eyes again.

"Oh Neeks," He shook his head, smiling, "I would say good morning, but i'm not sure if 1 am counts as morning."

I felt his fingers slowly brushing my hair out of my eyes.

"It's too early," I muttered, laying my head in his lap.

"You're the one who woke up and came down here," Will pointed out, tucking my hair behind my ear.

"See Sunshine Boy, but that was like 5 minutes ago, i've changed my mind since then,"

"Well, feel free to pass out on me, it's not like I have anywhere to go,"

I bit the inside of my cheek as his fingers brushed against my skin.

"I'm fine," I yawned again, taking his hand and interlocking our fingers.

"You're going to be the death of me Neeks," he whispered, kissing my hand.

My lungs stopped working as his lips connected with my hand.

He just kissed me.

He freaking kissed me.

I don't care if it wasn't on my lips, he kissed me!

The last time he did that was over 5 years ago. 5 long years.

"Will," I whispered, not sure what to say.

"Shhh," he pressed his finger to my lips, "go to sleep, doctors orders."

"I hate you," I lied, sitting up.

"Don't lie to me,"

"Shut up,"

"Sure thing Neeks, but go to sleep," 

"Fine," 

I tucked my legs into my body, laying my head on his chest.

" 'night Death Boy," He kissed my hand again gently, leaning back.

"Goodnight Will," I sighed.

We sat there for a few minutes, listening to each other breath.

"I still hate you by the way," 

Will laughed, brushing my hair out of my face.

"Got it Neeks,"

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