Solangelo AU

Part 34

"Nico?" Will whispered, knocking on the door.

I barely heard him. There was a ringing in my ears and i couldn't focus on anything but that. I clutched my ears like it would make it stop.

"Nico please......"

I dug my fingers into my knees like what would somehow make me more stable. 

I picked up my head, rubbing my eyes. I was trying to make my lungs work but honestly, nothing was working.

 I stood up slowly, reaching my hand out towards the door. My hand was shaking like crazy so I pulled it back, digging my nail into my palm.

I couldn't do it. Not directly at leasing.

I sighed, walking over to my bed. I sat down, taking my phone out of my pocket and pulling up Will's contact.

You can come in I typed, hitting the send button before I could think about it too much.

Then i laid back on my side, tucking my knees into my chest. I squeezed my eyes shut as I heard the door open, to scared to see his face.

"Nico..." Will whispered and I felt him sit down next to me.

"Hey," I whispered back, opening my eyes slowly.

"Are you okay?" he asked softly.

"I don't know," I sniffed.

"I'm sorry Neeks," he started, "about yelling and all that stuff."

"I'm sorry too, about not saying anything," I said, reaching for his hand.

He laid down next to me, squeezing my hand. 

"I love you," he whispered, reaching up with his other hand and brushing my hair out of my face.

"I love to Sunshine Boy," I smiled slightly.

I let go of his hand, wrapping my arms around his neck. His arms wrapped around my chest, pulling me in.

We didn't say anything for a while until Will broke the silence.

"I love you Neeks," Will whispered, "I know I already said that but i wanted to say it again."

"I love you to Will," I smiled, "More than I ever thought possible."

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