She's Married To Rasmus✔️

Fourty eight

Love Is Gone
Song by Dylan Mathew and SLANDER

Her point of view

It was late night when Tristan accompanied me home to Rasmus and I's house. After thinking for a long time, I decided to go home first to get my things.

We come from my parents' house. I was surprised to see that Tristan was visiting my mommy. I won't tell my parents about me and Rasmus. I don't want them to sympathize with the problem we both have.

Tristan and I both entered my room and I told him everything and I didn't realize earlier that I had fallen asleep, probably from exhaustion.

"So we're here. I'll join you inside." Tristan said

"Hey don't, stay here, you might get into trouble, I'll talk to him and then I'll leave." I say bravely because the only thing I learned today is to be strong.

"No Sheryl, I'll go with you." I shook my head again.

"Please stay here or you will fight again." When I refuse.

"But Sher--" I cut him off.

"Promise I'll be alright." When he couldn't do anything else, he just nodded.

"Okay, I'll wait here." He smiled sheepishly.

I have the duplicate of a keys so I immediately opened the door. I smelled the smelly beer that Rasmus must have drunk. I saw him sleeping on the sofa while there were cans and bottles of beers on the table.

I didn't pay attention to him and went straight up to our room. I immediately went to the closet and got a suitcase, I put all my clothes in it and I didn't leave anything. When I was about to close the zipper of the suitcase, I was surprised when someone grabbed my shoulder.

"Baby." My body trembled when I knew it was Rasmus.

I can't look at him because I hate him!

"D-don't touch me!" I said flatly but suddenly he hugged me.

"I..I..I'm sorry please don't leave me." He said softly, I bit my lip to stop my tears from falling but they ended up falling down my cheeks.

"Let go." I said authoritatively but he didn't obeyed me and rested his chin on my shoulder.

"I said let go!" No matter how much I cry, I can't lose my anger towards him.

"No please stay here, don't leave me again." He begged and hugged me tighter from behind.

"I hate you Rasmus! Let me go!" I tried to remove his arms but it was difficult.

"What! I hate you, you liar!" I sobbed while beating his hand.

"Go on hit me! but I won't let you go." He said and looked like he really wanted to get hurt!

"I'm not kidding Rasmus! Let me go!" He let go but turned me to face him while holding both of my shoulders.

"Look at me Sheryl." I didn't look at him and turned my head in another direction because I could still smell the beer he drank earlier.

"Hey tell me you love me." He said hoarsely but I still didn't answer him

"Please look at me." He said again, I raised one of my eyebrows while wiping my tears before I looked at him.

"How dare you say that! I love you? Yes! But now my anger is overpowering for lying and cheating on me!" I couldn't stop yelling out of anger and pain that I felt.