She's Married To Rasmus✔️

Twenty eight

Her point of view

I couldn't hold back what I felt mixed with anger and pain in my heart. Why does he have to lie and his face is really thick to bring his woman here!

Aren't they ashamed of what they are doing, why is he doing this to me? I did nothing but be good to him. Why is it so painful for him to pay me back! Why it hurts so much!

I don't know what to do anymore, I felt so much pain and I couldn't think straight.

When I was about to enter Rasmus' room, I stopped when I noticed her closer and leaning against the guest room door while her arms crossed.

"Hey you! the soon to be ex-wife of Rasmus don't you dare seduce him tonight. Remember that he loves me and not you, be ashamed of yourself okay?" So I'm the one who should be ashamed now? Which one of us is the hooker?

I just ignored her and went inside the room. I took a deep breath and tried to calm myself down. I can do it, this is just a test, this is not the time to give up.

I remembered what Rasmus told me earlier and I could see his sincerity while talking to me. Can I believe him? but he have a plan to break me! I held my chest when I felt it tighten with pain. Damn!

"She's not my goddamn woman!"

"She's not my goddamn woman!"

"She's not my goddamn woman!"

Suddenly that entered my mind over and over again and what if he was telling the truth. What if he's not really lying to me.

But even if we turn the world upside down, he still doesn't love me! It's depressing and I don't know where to get strength.

I was interrupted from my thoughts when the bedroom door suddenly opened and Rasmus spat out, now his face was blank.

He just lay straight on the bed without looking at me. I stood there for more than ten seconds before I followed him to bed.

I slowly put my body on the bed and noticed that his eyes were closed. Just last night something good happened to us and tonight is the opposite

I stared at the ceiling and didn't realize I was crying. Why was I given such a life when I know I didn't ask for it? When I was young, I always thought about the good things and the things I wanted to grow up to be. I dreamed of having a beautiful and happy family.

I used to think it was like a fairy tale for me, but now I realize that it's not really true. That can only be seen in books or shows and we only live in our imaginations.

We do not see reality because we are blinded by our thoughts and our desires. It's bad to expect anything but we can't stop it either because we just don't see the truth around us.