She's Married To Rasmus✔️

Five

Her point of view

It was past ten o'clock at night when Rasmus wasn't home yet. I feel very scared and nervous. I was restless and went back and forth here. I want to lie down but I stand up, I want to sit but I can't either.

I peeked out the window a few times and thought I might see his car. I took a deep breath and tried to calm myself down.

Where are you? I held my forehead and closed my eyes for an unknown reason. God hope nothing bad happens to him.

"I'm going insane." I said out of the blue.

When I felt tired, I just sat on the sofa. I stopped in my thoughts when I heard the door open and my heart seemed to relax when I knew that he was home.

I slowly stood up and go to see him, I was still a little surprised to see him already lying on the floor. I immediately ran and approached him as I immediately smelled the alcohol he drank. The thought of him getting drunk all night disgusted me.

"W-what's happening to you?" I shouted and tried to help him stand but he was too heavy. I was annoyed to look at his handsome face and his eyes was still closed.

"Rasmus wake up!" I patted its shoulder but it didn't seem to budge.

"Are you drunk?" In my annoyance I pinched his waist causing him to feel a little pain

"W-hat the heck are you---" He stopped what he was saying when he saw me, his two eyes were open and he suddenly grinned.

"Why are you drunk?" I said calmly and he raised an eyebrow

"Why do you fucking care? Don't touch me!!.." Even though he's drunk, he still has the urge to sulk.

He slowly stood up and it seemed that he was still struggling, I could also feel his dizziness. When he was about to fall, I immediately attended to him. He was a little surprised when my hand grabbed his other waist and put his right arm on my shoulder.

"I will help you." I said modestly but I was surprised when he suddenly removed my hand and pushed me causing me to sit on the floor.

"I said don't touch me!" He said turning his back and staggered up to his room.
 

I didn't realize my tears were falling. Why did I feel this pain? It's not the first time he pushed me away but the effect on me was really strong.

I wiped my tears and followed upstairs I wanted to enter his room but I knew it was locked. So I went into the other room where I was sleeping.