With broken hands ~Jaskier and Geralt~

Goodmorning

I wake up with something warm on top of me. I open my eyes to find Jaskier laying like a seastar on me. His hair is full of tangles and he smells like chamomile. His face is relaxed and there is no rimple on it and the redness from his eyes has faded. He looks so peacefull I don't want to wake him up but I do have to get up. I slowly move Jaskier off me and tuck him in before leaving. He mutters something but then falls back asleep. I decide to make breakfast for us both. He deserves that after yesterday. We are going to leave for Kaer Morhen today since the winter will come soon. I hear footsteps and see Jaskier with the blanket around him like a cape walking up to me. He looks so cute. He is rubbing his eyes and shivering a bit.

'Goodmoring.'

'Mhm, you are still here?' He looks so sleepy and yawns every 3 seconds. He looks around and then just places himself on the ground while rapping himself up with the blanket.

'Yes. I told you I would not leave.' He mutters something I can't understand and I sit infront of him with the plates. He grabs it and starts eating.

'Where are we going? You packed all out stuff.' He say inbetween bites.

'Kaer Morhen.'

'Oh again? And I can join?'

'Yeah and yeah. I know it is not winter but I have to go. Ciri is there.' He smiles at me and finishes his food. He stands up and walks to me. he grabes my plate and places it on the table. 

'I don't want to leave. It is cold outside and I have nothing for the cold.' He starts to walk to the room while mocking about the weather. I laugh and follow him. He is putting on a blue outfit and I change into my armour. Looking at him I can see that his outfit is way to cold. The clothes are so thin you can almost see his skin. I take my coat out of my bag with a long sleeves shirt.

'Here put this on.'

'Why. It is not stylish.' I roll my eyes.

'I don't want you to freeze.' He takes is and puts it over the clothes he is wearing clearly struggling.

'Glad to hear that you give a monkeys about it.' he finaly got the shirt on and puts on his boots.

'Shut up Jaskier. You ready to go?' I finaly have my boots on and quickly put my hair in a man bun since that is easier. I walk to him and put the coat around his shoulders and then walk away again.

'Yeah, yeah.' He looks at me. 'You should do your hair like that more often.' And walks past me. I laugh and he screams again. 'AND GO TAKE A BATH. YOU STINK.' I roll my eyes again and follow Jaskier out of the inn. Downstairs I pay the innkeeper and walk out. Only then i realise that Jaskier doesn't have a horse since Harvey took it. 

'Uhm Jaskier do you mind walking?'

'I always walk remember and I finaly have good boots.'

'Okay.' I start to pack up Roach while Jaskier feeds him some food. When I am done I turn around and Jaskier is cuddling with Roach. They look so cute together. Wait why again. What is wrong with me. Since he came back yesterday I have been laughing more then I did for the past 10 years and the way I think about him is so weird. It is not like how I felt with Yen. This is more true. FUCK YEN. I forgot she was here. 

'Something wrong Geralt? You look like you forgot something.' I quickly turn around.

'Stay here with Roach. I have to do something.' I walk away leaving Jaskier with Roach. I can alrady see Yennefer in the inn and I walk towards her.

'Hello Love. Where have you been?'

'Not important. I am going to Kaer Morhen so I will not see you for a long time.'

'Can't I join you. You have to keep your bed warm don't you?'

'Sorry Yen but you can't. Goodbye.' She kisses me but it does not feel special. What is wrong with me. I kiss her back hoping it would feel better but it doesn't. Maybe I am just tired. 

~ Jaskier POV ~

I go to look for Geralt with Roach and see him kissing Yennefer. Ofcourse he is with her. I would not even look up if she joined us on the ride and then she will sit with Geralt on Roach. I should have known to be honest. I climb on Roach and walk her to th corner of the inn. I wait for Geralt to come back but when he walks out I don't see Yennefer.

'Is Yennefer not joining?'

'No.' I step of Roach and Geralt climbes up. I start to walk and look around to see Yennefer kissing another guy. Maybe they are not dating.