With broken hands ~Jaskier and Geralt~

Kaer Morhen

I woke up the next moring to someone walking around in the room. I slowly open my eyes to find Geralt packing our stuff.

'Mornin.' I rub my eyes as Geralt turns to me.

'Morning Jask. You ready to go?' I sit up.

'Two things. First of all, please let me dress up and eat and second of all, are we just gonna ignore what happened yesterday?' Geralt walks closer to me.

'Well first of all, I already layed out your clothes and second of all, no we are not.' He grabs my face and kisses me.

'Mhm Geralt we have to go.' I pull away but Geralt doesn't let out lips part. 'Geraltttt.' I finaly manage to pull away. 'Now move.' Geralt steps aside and I start to dress up.

'Oh I bought you a cape since you are always shivering.' I turn around smiling while trying to put on my doublet.

'Thanks my love.' I finaly got my doublet on and I turn to the mirror to check.

'Love?'

'Yeah your new nickname.'

'I thought it was dear witcher.' I turn around and walk to Geralt.

'Well now I like this more.'

'Okay darling.' Geralt has a slight growl in his voice.

'Bloody bards Geralt don't ever do that again because I will not be able to control myself.'

'Mhm.' Geralt puts the cape around me and we make our way to Roach after we ate something. Once we made it to Roach I turn to Geralt.

'Geralt?' 

'Yes?'  I feed Roach some sugar that I took from the inn.

'Are we going to tell anyone?'

'Why?' I look at Geralt.

'Well. I realy like you but if you don't want anyone to know I have to be.... not me.'

'How do you mean?' Geralt looks very confused at me.

'Well. With most of my partners I am very clingy.'

~ Geralt POV~

'I never noticed.' I am sarcastic but Jaskier doesn't get it.

'I'm sorry. Maybe we should not do this. Did you even want it? The kiss I mean. Maybe you missed Yennefer and maybe you were drunk and didn't know what you were doing and I was to dumb to think that the famous white wolf would like me.' Jaskier keeps on talking about how I would not date him but I step in and grab his face.

'Jaskier. You really didn't know.'

'Know what?' Tears are running down his face and his eyes look confused.

'I have liked you for 5 years now.'

'What?'

'I thought you didn't like me. I admit at first I hated you and thought you were annoying but the more time I spent with you the more perfect you get. I know I was with Yen but it was because I tried to represe the feelings I had for you. I am a witcher and you are a bard. I can't love you because that is not how it is meant to be. That is what I thought but now I got the change to get a little bit of your love I don't want to let it go.' 

'Geralt. Why are you crying?' I look at him and only then notice my wet cheeks.

'I. I don t know. I have never cried.' Jaskier hugs me and that is my last straw. I don't know how but I burst into tears. Everything that has happened for the past decades comes out. Jaskier guids me to the floor and I crull up on his lap. He doesn't care and keeps hugging me while he plays with my hair. I pull back.

'Are you okay darling?' Jaskier looks concerned.

'No. I don't know how this happened. I always got told I can't cry but it feels good. I feels so weak Jas. I feel so weak.' Jaskier cups my face.

'You are not. You are stronger than ever right now because you showed your emotions.' I just burry my face in his chest and we sit like that for a long while. 

'Geralt, darling, maybe we should go?' I stand up.

'Yes we should.' I get on Roach and Jaskier gets ready to walk. I look at him and then pull him infront of me.

'WA- Geralt let me go. No, no what are you doing.' 

'You are sitting with me now.' I turn Jaskier face a bit around and he smiles. I kiss him.

'You never awnserd my question.'

'Yes Jaskier. I will tell them. You mean so much to me and now that I finaly have you I will not hide it.'

'So we are official boyfriend and boyfriend?'

'Yes my dear boyfriend.' Roach starts walking and I can't wait to show everybody MY  boyfriend.

A/n: Sorry it took so long. I just didn't have the time. So sorry but I hope you enjoyed it. Next part will involve some Self harm and alot of hate to Jaskier so prepare :)

ANYWAYYYY ALSO DRINK AND EAT MY DEAR PEOPLE AND YOU ARE PERFECT MY LOVESSSS