With broken hands ~Jaskier and Geralt~

Apologise

Me and Yennefer go downstairs. As they make dinner someone walks in.

'Yen. How are you doing I heard you were here.' My heart drops. It is Geralt. I quickly look around to find a spot to hide. I sit behind a closet as I still hear everything.

'Geralt. How nice.' Yennefer sounds sarcastic.

'No need to act like that. I missed you.'

'Oh get off me. Think about Jaskier.' It is quiet for a moment until I hear a shuffle.

'What of him.' I can just hear Yennefer her eyeroll.

'You love him and when I last checked on him his wrists were cut open because you and your stupid brother decided it was fun to call him a fag and make fun of him. All after you just told him you loved him and after he told you about his past.' The quiet that follows is painfull. Like everything around us died. There was nothing.

'I... I have to go.' I hear Geralt leave.

'No. Geralt you don't. You made him feel so bad and now you just go to him and act like nothing has happend? No way.'

'Then what Yennefer. What else can I do?'

'First of all don't fucking go make fun of him. You now tell your stupid witcher brothers that he is your boyfriend and that you like boys. You will buy him the sweetest gift ever. You will be by his side because he can not FUCKING live without you Geralt. That poor boy is so messed up now because the person he let into his heart. The person he loves. The person who he trusts and tells everything betrayed him.' Yennefer now screams as I hear her voice break.

'Yen..'

'No Yen. You do that right now or I will take him and make sure he will never see you again. Understood? He is just a little boy. A human with feeling. He has been trough so much with you and everything he does is for you and you hurt him. You don't have that right. If you love him show it you fuckhead.' Yennefer her voice is still hard but she is not screaming anymore.

'Yes Ma'am.' I hear Geralt walk away and someone walk to the spot I am.

'Come on boy. The food is ready.' I slowly crawl out and sit down next to Yennefer who is now making my food.

'Thank you.' I say in a soft tone.

'Always. I may have been a bitch but I do love and care for you. Geralt needed to learn his lesson. I was fine with him doing stuff like this but you are just human.'

'I know but still thanks.'

'No problem. Now eat or your food will go cold. If it isn't already.' Yennefer laughs and I start eating.

~Geralt POV~

Yen was right. I had to make this right. How did I fuck up again. I walk into the training room where everybody is.

'Guys. I need to tell you something.' I was nervous as everybody turned to me.

'What is it mate?' Lambert is the first one to respond.

'You know Jaskier?'

'Yeah that fag. Ofcourse.' He laughs as the rest joins.

'He is my.... My.... Fuck he is my uhm.... My boyfriend.' I say the last two words soft.

'Your what mate? Speak up.' I am playing with my fingers. I never thought this could be so scarry.

'He is my boyfriend.' The room goes quiet. Eskel walks up to me and grabs my shoulder.

'That is great man. Who thought this witcher with the heart of stone could ever find love. And sorry about yesterday. We didn't think that it was true you know?'

'You..... You don't mind?'

'Fuck we do. I thought you were with that hot witch. Sorry Eskel but you may be the nice guy but I am not. Why that ugly piece of shit?'

'Lambert do not talk about Jaskier like that.' Eskel warns him.

'I will talk about that gross whore however I want.' Geralt is done and hits Lambert in the face. 

'You asshole.' Another hit as Lambert falls to the ground. Geralt returns to the group.

'So non of you care?'

'Ofcourse not. We all saw it coming.' Eskel laughs as the rest nobs in agreement.

'I am not the one you should say sorry too though.'

'We know.'

'But I have to go. Uhm do.... stuff. Bye.' I walk out and grab Roach. I am going to make this gift the best he has ever gotten.