As promised Soobin was wide awake reading through the soft romance book he had found in the book stall near his parents house. All he felt was warm reading how the couple were just falling in love, slowly, deliberately accepting each other with all the perfections and all the flaws.
He giggled over how confused the girl was when the guy refused to even look at her just because she was dressed in his shirt while both of them were left to take shelter in a cheap motel because they had forgotten their way back home.
It reminded him of when he and Yeonjun had lost their way back to their dorm, it all started with a fight then ended with a kiss then they proceeded to ignore each other.
Tsundere they were, well, they are still like that, making dumb insensitive decisions together the only difference is that they have grown to love each other.
Whatever going on right now was unethical and wrong. Soobin was fully conscious of his own choices. He knew what was going on.
It's not what a sane person would do or a person with high morals would do. Practically whatever Soobin's plan was didn't make sense for most of the part of it.
A mature and understanding person would have a talk and settle things down rather than complicating everything and making things hard for each of them.
But that's not what Soobin wanted. He wanted revenge; wanting to hurt Ji-sul in a way that the other would remember for all his life was his aim.
Somewhere his empathic corner of the brain thought about the fact that Ji-sul already had enough of the trauma baggage, but then again Soobin was petty.
Soobin has always been petty.
He saw his father cry, that was it for him, now he wants to see Ji-sul ruined down into pieces, crying, completely broken down.
Shattered.
No matter how insensitive he sounded, he wanted Ji-sul ruined and he will do anything, any-fucking-thing that would being Ji-sul down to his knees and cry.
He is not giving up until Ji-sul gives up.
And fuck the all the rationality and all the maturity and all the people who walk around being the perfect example of humanity.
World worked differently for different people and Soobin was different, he might regret his choices in a few years but right now he wanted it.
He wanted it so fucking bad.
No longer wanting to read the book he kept it aside and closed his eyes briefly, he was tired he thought just resting with eyes closed wouldn't harm him.
"Binnie," Yeonjun whispered in his ear and he almost thought it was a dream, "baby, wake up."
"Hyung?" Soobin blinked his eyes open but rather let them fall shut when he felt the light press of lips on his, he tilted his head, opening his mouth letting Yeonjun's tongue twirl with his own.
"God," Yeonjun mumbled against the younger's mouth, climbing up and sitting over his boyfriend's lap with a sigh, "I missed kissing you."
"Yeah, you were rather busy kissing, Ji-sul hyung all day." Soobin spat out with a roll of eyes, he leaned away just to see Yeonjun frowning at him which made him realize that he had ruined the mood. "I'm sorry."
When Soobin leaned in to kiss Yeonjun again the older placed his forefinger over the ravenette's lips pushing him back.
"I'm doing all this for you." Yeonjun said, his voice firm and eyes narrowing down he opened his mouth to add something but just sighed and shook his head. "Whatever, I'm not in the mood anymore, I'm going back to sleep." He tried to descend Soobin's lap but gasped when his boyfriend only pulled him closer until their chest collided.
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Fanfiction[A YEONBIN FANFICTION] Choi Yeonjun was cheated by his boyfriend, he was suggested that he should make his ex-boyfriend jealous, just for the sake of revenge he asked his best friend Choi Soobin to be his fake boyfriend unknown to a certain things. ...
