Sealed °•❦•. Hyunlix

Calm

           ꒷꒦꒷ Hyunjin's Pov.꒷꒦꒷

Talk to him? What is there for us to talk about…oh. That. "There's not much to talk about Yongbok." That's a lie but I don't want to bring it up because that would mean bringing up the past. 

"Okay,then what the fuck were you so mad over? And don't tell me nothing because I know that's a big ol lie." So he noticed my emotions? That's a new one but what shocks me even more is that he just cursed at me.

"I can't say right now,please just trust me on this." I don't want to scare him off just yet,my past is too dark to bring up to him this early into the friendship. 

"Fine,why did you run away then?" He asks me as his autumn brown eyes look into mine. Hurt is displayed on his face as he looks at me. I never thought that I would hurt Felix over that but I did. I let him down. 

"Because I don't know how to trust people Felix." I sit up knowing that I can't relax until I get this off of my chest. I need to make this right with him. "All I know how to do is push people away and run away from them"

"Well you sure in hell aren't getting away from me" Felix says sassily but I kinda already figured that one out.

"I guess it kinda started when I was in middle school. You see,I have a…" Curse "Gift so to speak,and people kinda hated me for it when it isn't something I can particularly control. I should have known not to trust people back." 

How much should I even tell him? "So I had this friend group of four, they wanted to see if they could find werewolves" I give air quotes "in the middle of the night. So like a dumb kid,I went into the woods alone and walked to the spot that they told me to" 

I admit,I was dumb and too trusting but that was a mistake,a mistake I will never do again. "So I waited for hours until they showed up from the shadows and they ganged up on me."

This story is just taking a deep turn. As I tell this,I don't look Felix in the eyes because I am too vulnerable. "They started beating me with a bat until I was unconscious. I wasn't found until the next morning, all I could do was lay there on the forest floor crying in both forms of pain. The cops ended up searching for me and even then,they had to carry me because I had a broken leg."

I didn't notice when Felix had come up behind me as he wrapped his arms around my waist pressing his chest against my back. He rests his chin on my shoulder with his legs beside mine. 

"It's okay Hyunjinie,I got you now,you'll never be alone again." Those words alone are enough to make me melt into a warm puddle. I rub his leg gently up and down as I learned that touching him actually does sooth me. "I don't blame you" He kisses my neck quickly. Is that a habit of his?

"Oh shit,someone's whipped. Well both of you are but eh,he's clingy like that anyways. Like a cute koala. Good luck,you are screwed now." Han says as I stare at him.

"Seriously Han? I just think someone is jealous." I smile a bit as Felix pokes my cheek before whispering 'Your dimples are so cute'. My cheeks began to heat up as he said those words. All that sticks in my head is 'cute'.

"Jealous? Of what? I have been around him for years now, if anything maybe he'll get some more skinship that he loves so much." Han smiles 

"But one thing I will say is new is him kissing someone's neck" Say what now? Is he serious? Then why does he do that with me? 

I hear Felix cursing under his breath before grabbing a wadded up piece of paper that was lying on the bed and flung it at Jisung.

"Awh,I'm sorry it's called p a y b a c k,next time don't be slipping shit in front of Innie"