All I wish for is a last chance

chapter 5

Meilin sees him crying and starting to hyperventilate she gave a nod to xue chonghai and went near wei wuxian and wiped his tears her touch was like the touch of feathers it was so soft and cold

Meilin: shhh there there little one calm down shh look at me baobao
Wei wuxian swear he had never heard someone say something like this to him in his life her voice was soft like she was talking to her child he had seen mothers talking like this to their kids in streets and when she spoke like this to him all he wanted to do was hug her but he didn't as if she had heard him she hugged him brought his cheeks to hide between her shoulder blades and said

" It's okay to be weak baobao in this world there is no strong person everyone has their own weakness cry it out hmm I've seen  you yearn for this haven't you love , you doesn't deserve any of the cruelty little one all you deserve is happiness, freedom, love "

Wei wuxian brought his face to look at her his eyes were looking at hers to search for the lies but he found none all he saw was her motherly love for him

Wwx: don't ddesserve it ii

Meilin: shh let me tell you something baobao. Don't stop  me hmm. Everyone in this world was born as innocent little babies. Tell me wuxian when a hungry child steels food and you see him steeling will you punish him for steeling(shakes his head no) yes why would the child steal becoz he was hungry not greedy he wanted to survive everyone does some mistake becoz the situation around them made them do it but there are some little they had everything they had but they did not stop there they wanted more, more power that's not hunger love but greed for power . The greedines can turn a human into the most ferocious monster out there it will close their eyes, their heart, the brain will show them all the ways to attain it without their heart working they will the easiest way which the worst path That's sin love not what you did.
Yes you did many mistakes in your life little one
(Wwx thoughts:even she agrees )
And let me tell you your mistakes your first one was to give kindness to ones who didn't deserve it especially your golden core to that jiang wanyin. Shh listen to me love you can comment later hmm jiang wanyin was someone who yearned for his parents love he wanted to become more powerful than he can and when you were powerful than him there was a part of who was jealous of you who wanted nothing but for you to leave and there was a part of him still inside him wanted you to be his brother but he was a coward. A coward who couldn't even protect his brother.
Then there was jiang couples all they did was see your parents in you but never you. They gave you roof to sleep yes but you could got that anywhere but never love what a kid deserves it was them who owed to you without you their family would have broken down long time ago love
If you were to ask me about your family I would say jiang yanli, lan wangji, and the wens
Did you know baby that lan wangji loves you more than his life do you know love when he saw getting ripped into pieces he couldn't bear yo see you in pain he came in between the corpses killing you and hugged you and your command was strong so in order to rip you they had to rip him first ...
And we did something for you

Wwx : WAIT WHAT

Meilin was startled

Wwx: lan zhan did that, does that lan zhan is also dead how could you do that why why did he do that I I thought he hated me then why

Meilin: becoz he loved you as his xingan his love his soul mate his other part his everything.
And he is alive

Wwx: Really like I am now is he in different body where is he then I want to see him

Meilin:umm Master about that.. You see we did it    to save you and it was also your wish don't blame us

Wei wuxian blinked at her he was still processing everything she told him now even though he wants to deny her he knew what she told him was true becoz that ajie and wen popo told him to coax him when ever he was sad about this matter maybe he really deserved better..