Acceptance - Creek // SP

Chewed fingernails

I jump as I hear someone start to bang on the front door.

I look over at my phone as it vibrates like crazy from Clyde spamming me.

He must be the one knocking.

He also must think my parents are home, usually he walks straight in but if my parents are home he acts all polite.

My mom and dad are out shopping with Tricia though.

I make my way downstairs and open the door.

Clyde keeps doing a knocking motion for a few seconds before realizing I opened the door.

"Oh hey man!" Clyde said, showing a massive toothy grin.

"Hey dude." I respond, no emotion in my face or voice.

I move my arm to motion him to come inside.

He starts to walk in and look around.

"Where's your mom? I was really hoping to see her today" Clyde says whilst smirking.

"Dude stop being weird." I respond while rolling my eyes.

"How am I being weird? Nothing wrong with me wanting to see such a sexy woman" He said whilst giggling.

Ew.

"DUDE!" I say, staring him dead in the eyes with an annoyed face.

"Okay, sorry." Clyde said putting both his hands up in defence.

I start to walk upstairs and he starts following.

Once we get to my room I sit down on my bed and he sits next to me.

"Clyde, theres something I want to talk to you about." I say, looking at the floor.

"Is this because I stole your GTA 5 disc? If so, you don't even use your Xbox, so in my defence it need-" Clyde started to ramble.

"Dude, no?" I say, giving him a confused look.

"Wait what did you steal?" I say, realizing what he was talking about.

"Oh haha uh nothing, what did you want to talk to me about?" Clyde said whilst staring at my unused Xbox.

"Okay, uhm yeah, I took a test last night, an online test and.." I start to drift off, what if he stops being my friend because of this?

"Andddd????" Clyde said, nodding his head to motion me to continue.

"And I think I'm gay" As soon as I say the last two words I shove my face in my hands.

"Oh okay, so do you want to play Minecraft or COD or something?" Clyde says whilst standing up and walking over to my PC.

"Dude, no I don't want to play anything, is okay all your going to say?" I question as I stand up.

I expected a bigger reaction, even just a gasp.

"Well I don't exactly care man, I really don't care if your gay, congrats on now knowing but your still my bro, gay or not." Clyde says whilst shrugging.

"Oh, well I also didn't invite you here to game." I say, my face starts to turn red.

"What am I here for then? If you just want to stare at me you could've just asked for a selfie." He says whilst trying to flex his arms.

"No. I definitely don't want to stare at you, I took the test and it said I'm 97% gay, but I don't feel gay? Like at all. So I wanted to try something to maybe make me realize it properly or at least feel a little gay." The more I spoke the more embarrassed I felt.