sɪɴғᴜʟ sʜᴏᴛs ☄️

First Love

"Coincidence you say , wanna come inside " His calming voice soothed me.

I sat beside Aarush in his bed hugging him.
"Is it about that brat, I swear if he did something.. "

"Aarush, calm down, there's something more important I want to ask you "

"Ask"

"How did you fall in love with her, tell me your story, I want to listen to it from your mouth "

"You won't let me go if I say no, so I guess I have no choice, shall I start "

Aarush story :
I was sitting zoning out in the classroom in the free period when someone knocked on my desk. I turned around to see a girl standing with her arms crossed.

"Don't you have manners stealing the classmate notebook without her permission... "
She was babbling about something but I was stuck in her beauty, well some can say it was love at first sight, I had already seen her on the campus a few times and I knew she was in my class but I never dare to talk to her, at that time I didn't know Alina, I met her 1 year later when her classes combined.
You were cute and always act the best for me , if I hadn't fallen in love with Aditi I would have proposed you.

Aditi was my first love yet I couldn't bring myself to propose to her, one reason was she was the bright student of the class loved by everyone whereas I was just a nuisance who always puts up a fight and the second reason was that ended all my every hope when I came to know she had a Boyfriend.

I tried to just forget her but I couldn't so I just accepted my fate and observed her from afar, helping her in every other thing she stumbled upon, At one time, I thought she also knew that I like her but she never brought that topic up.

I had crushed on her for 2 years yet she never acknowledged me, sometimes I was that depressed and sad I wanted to run away, but I had my bestie by my side, she always cheered me up distracting me with everything she could, she help me with all she had in power and she never turned her back to me; for me she was my saviour.

After 2 years, Aditi broke up with her boyfriend and me and Alina partied that night thinking I still have a chance, but little did I know she never looked at me the way I looked at her.

I tried so many times to tell her my feelings by doing small things for her, but she ignored me completely, and I think I know the reason very well: she knew all this time I love her yet she never gave me a chance.

For the next year I tried to impress her by going to the gym, giving her a ride home, and beating everyone who hurt her, and at last she just said this and left me alone again.

"I never thought about you like that. I thought we were just friends, and I don't know how to say this but there's another guy I like but he doesn't like me, but I will not give up like you, although we can't but I am sure you will find someone better. I am sorry Aarush."

She left me with those painful words of her and at that time I lost it. I turned my back on her, promising myself not to fall in love again with any girl.

"Thanks Aditi for teaching me that whatever you do it's not worth for such a person who doesn't even acknowledge you."
I ran away from there , straight towards my home, and ended up crying for almost 3 hours.

After that I locked myself and my heart completely away from this world.
There was no one whom I could call my friend; they all were such a bunch of owls bitching about me behind my back. Although I knew it, I never raised my voice, as I was weak, a complete idiot in love.