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SUNOO POV

'Who does he think he is?! I kept y/n from switching rooms with him and yet he still befriended her?!' I thought.

"yah , Kim Sunoo , why are you death glaring that poor boy??" Heeseung asked .

I looked back at our table , realizing I'd been staring for too long .

"nothing. just- aish why would he befriend her out of all people?!" I thought out loud .

They all eyes me weirdly .

"Sunoo can you just admit that you've liked Sunghoon hyungs sister for like..ever?" Jake asked in a 'bro come on' tone .

"yah stop talking nonsense!" I snapped .

They all looked taken aback at my sudden outburst . "sorry , it's just ... complicated.." I mumbled , not knowing why I was feeling like this .

Throughout lunch , I kept stealing glances at y/n and every time I did I would just get even more angry .

Every time I looked over I saw yeonjun and y/n sitting so close together and smiling like idiots .

It made my blood boil . I had to leave or else I'd snap at my friends and I didn't want to make them feel bad because of me .

"I'll be heading out early , see y'all in class." I said as I abruptly stood up and walked past y/n's table and out of the cafeteria .

Y/N POV

I saw sunoo leave the cafeteria looking rather bothered , so I excused myself from the table and went out to look for him and make sure he was ok .

We may fight but I care for him since he's my brothers friend .

I remember it was them , the group of 6 boys that helped my brother get out of what he was in a few years back , and they helped build who he is today .

That is something I don't think I'll ever repay them fully for . This is the least I can do for them .

I went around different hallways , looking for sunoo, but coming up with nothing .

I felt frustrated so I sat down on the bottom of a staircase and scrunched my hair with my hands out of frustration.

"yah , what are you doing?" A familiar voice echoed from in front of me .

I looked up and saw him .

"sunoo-ssi.." I mumbled , standing up to be level with his shoulders .

"Why are you sitting here ? You should be in the cafeteria." He said , sounding like a hall monitor .

"I- I saw you walk out of lunch , so I came to.. see if you were ok..." I shyly admitted what I was doing .

"you should've stayed in the cafeteria instead of wasting your time like this. I don't need a caretaker" he rudley said .

I looked in his eyes and saw fury .

"yah I was just checking if you were ok!" I defended myself , raising my voice at him .

"aish.." he sighed , looking around before grabbing my arm and pulling me into an empty class room .

"oh my-" I was cut off when he abruptly pulled me towards him and turned around , pinning me up against the wall .

"I told you , I don't need a caretaker.." he said in a deep voice , his face right infront of mine .

It was dark , but I could see his glowing eyes , his red lips and his sharp cheekbones in the slight light of the room .

"now tell me ... why did you come looking for me..?" He asked .

I didn't answer right away , to which he came even closer to my face . I felt the heat radiating off of his body onto mine .

"what are you mute now??" he chuckled , darkly . His mere presence made my knees weaken .

"you know why.." I finally uttered .

His gaze softened when I spoke . "you know what my brother went through ... you know he told you all that me and him owe you and your friends greatly" I snapped , telling him things he already knew .

"yah... you don't owe me anything . You don't owe us anything... " he suddenly trailed off , sounding a bit fragile .

After a few moments of silence , he spoke ."actually , you do owe me something.." he spoke up .

I looked up and met his now teasing gaze . "what..." I asked , trailing off towards the end of my sentence .

We both looked at each other , his eyes flickering down to my lips , while mine do the same to his .

'no no no no . y/n snap out of it!'

'he's a player! He's not any good for you , push him away!'

'maybe we should just try ..'

All these thoughts running through my mind , but even though I knew I shouldn't give in , his gaze and our close proximity was enticing me in a way that made me want more .

"will you repay it .. hm..?" he asked me , his voice being barely audible , as if he was losing himself in the moment .

without even realizing it , my head was shaking up and down , telling him yes .

he gave me a small , soft smile , before leaning in closer than he was before .

It seemed like he was moving very , very slow . I guess I was just anxious .. or excited maybe .

*BANG*

I screamed at the sudden noise , hugging myself into sunoo's chest , breathing heavy due to being scared .

"aish , stupid rain.." I heard him mumble .

He slowly pulled away and pulled his arms that I didn't even know we're wrapped around my body away.

"I'm going to head to class.." he uttered , before quickly walking away from me , and out the door .

I was shocked at what all had just happened .

"aish , y/n have you lost your shit?!" I cursed myself. I felt my face and felt how hot my cheeks were .

I put my hand over my chest and felt how fast my heart was racing .

'Get a grip on yourself park y/n . Aish you would've let him kiss you!' I mentally scolded myself .

*riiingg*

"At least school is halfway over ..." I mumbled to myself . I gathered myself and walked out of the room , making my way to my 6th period .

' I hope I don't see sunoo until later... I can't face him after that.." I thought . This only made me worry for what would happen at home .

Sunoo POV

"Jesus , what the fuck Kim Sunoo.." I cursed myself .

I walked to the courtyard , to get some fresh air and calm myself .

I sat down on one of the open benches and took a deep breath in . "aish ... why did I do that..?" I mumbled to myself .

I'm the heat of the moment , I wanted nothing more than to just feel her lips against mine . Her hands on my body and mine on hers .

I need to watch myself , I can't let myself slip like that again ...

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