roommate lovers || Kim sunoo

11

y/n pov

"y-yah... don't scare me like that. and aren't you supposed to be in your room ??" I said , slightly stuttering .

To be honest I wanted to see him , but I'm just so shy with confrontations that things like this make me nervous .

He sighed , holding his hand out . I walked closer to look at what was in his hand , and sure enough , it was my name button .

"you uh , forgot this in the classroom earlier.." he cockily stated . My gaze was fixated towards the ground , being to shy to look straight at him .

"thank you .." I mumbled , still looking at the ground .

We both sat there in silence , him gazing at me while I stood there not being able to look him in the eye.

"aren't you doing to grab it?" He asked , waiting for me to move or look at him .

"ah ... you could leave it on the bed side table ..." i lowly mumbled . "ayy , you might forget it in the morning if I leave it here.." he reasoned .

I gulped , the tension was killing me .

"alright then.." I sighed , slowly shuffling my way over to where he was sitting .

I stood a foot away from him , holding my hand out for him to put my button in my hand .

I wasn't looking at him still , very shy about being close to him . I heard him sigh , before I felt a hand delicately wrap around my wrist .

I gasped as I was pulled forwards , towards him .

My body practically crashed into his , my hands flat on his chest trying to break the impact .

I was standing in between his legs now , him sitting down at the edge of my bed . The contact between our bodies was making my heart race , and my body to heat up .

"yah ... why are you making this so hard..?" He rambled , seeming like he was drunk but he wasn't .

"m-making what hard??" I asked , stuttering to the max .

"why are you ... making controlling ... my feelings ... so hard.." he got quieter and quieter as he completed his sentence .

I froze at his words .

'his feelings..? What like .. does he like me ??' I asked myself .

'no way . A boy like him wouldn't like someone like me . Pretty girls math with handsome boys , not handsome boys match with mediocre girls..' I rambled in my head .

"do you like me?" He suddenly asked .

"uh - I um .. what?" I said .

I couldn't think straight with the tension between us . Our position we were in right now was enough to make my stomach fill with butterflies .

'no y/n ... stop . You must stop your feelings for the sake of not getting your heart broken ..' I kept repeating to myself .

"no . why would I like you..? I've only known you for a couple days.." I mumbled , lying to him and myself without realizing it .

"tell me you don't like me ... say it while looking me in the eye.." he said , noticing how I spoke without looking him in the eyes .

I sighed .

I looked up to meet his gaze , and that's when my walls that I had been trying so hard to keep up collapsed .

He was right there . Right in-front of me .

I didn't think about what I was doing before I did it , which made it even worse .

I cupped his face in my hands and pressed my lips on his . Without much thought , I stayed there .

To be honest , I was waiting for him to push me away , but to my surprise , he started to kiss back .

That's when I started to panick . His arms wrapped around my waist , pulling me in closer to his body .

Both of our lips moving in synch with each others , quickly losing our breath .

I slowly tangled my hands into his hair , flustered but trying to not show it .

his hands were firm on my waist , not seeming to let me go anytime soon .

he pulled away , gasping for air while looking at me with hazy eyes . 'what did I just do..' I started to think . Seeing his swollen lips caused by me .

I didn't have much time to think because he pulled me in to another kiss , catching me off guard .

our kiss becoming heated as he started getting touchy , moving his hands around my body .

At one point his hand slipped under my shirt , caressing my waist , sending shivers down my spine .

I felt him grow , before I felt myself being lifted up and carried somewhere . He kept the contact between our lips as he walked aimlessly .

My arms and legs were wrapped around his body , allowing him to carry me to where he wanted .

I heard a door shut before I felt myself being laid down onto a soft mattress .

Sunoo hovered over me as he slowly lowered himself onto me . I felt his body crush me , making me groan a bit , but not in discomfort .

He pulled away , connecting his forehead to mine . His eyes were clouded with lust and I could see it . 

he cupped my face and pulled me into a more slow , passionate kiss than the fast and rough one a minute ago .

"don't let any boy touch you like this unless it's me .." he lowly mumbled , but I heard it .

I widened my eyes at his statement . "what..?" I uttered . He looked at me , then my lips , before pulling me into another slow kiss .

"these lips are only for me ..." he said , in between the kiss , making my face flush a deep red color .

we finally pulled away and sunoo collapsed on the bed beside me , pulling me closer to his body as he did so .

he nuzzled his face in to the crook of my neck and wrapped his arms around my waist , spooning me .

At this point I had lost all sense of what I was doing , and let him hold me close , knowing it was only growing me more and more attached to him .

"let's stay like this for a while .." he said , his husky voice rising .

I just stayed quiet while listening to his breathing and his heartbeat . I felt comfortable.

'aish y/n .. what have you gotten yourself in to ..?'

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a shorter chapter due to my lack of ideas and not being able to write at days at a time .

but I'm getting there , slowly but surely 😭

thank you to everyone who is reading and commenting and voting !! :)