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Y/N POV

After 6 minutes of running , the dorm complex started to come into my view .

I knew he was going to be mad and upset with me , but I also knew that if this wasn't solved tonight it wasn't going to be solved .

I ran into the dorm complex , stopping at the front desk to take a breath , earning a couple of stares from other students .

"ma'am are you ok ?" The door man asked me .

I looked up while I was gasping for air , and saw him looking at me with concern , and a little bit of confusion.

"yes sir.. by any chance ... have you seen my ... my roommate Sunoo ... Kim Sunoo , walk in recently..?" I asked , in between my breaths .

he looked like he knew what I was talking about , because he seemed like he knew something that I didn't .

"ah that young boy that carried you the other day..? If so , yes I saw him not too long ago walk in and he took the stairs, which is rather unusual of him" he explained to me .

I nodded my head , finally being able to catch my breath .

"thank you sir , I'll treat you to a meal sometime soon." I thanked him , dashing towards the stairwell .

I opened the door that lead to the stairs and saw that it looked like someone was drunk .

what I mean by that is , the trash can was pushed over and trash was spewed around randomly , like someone couldn't walk straight .

'I bet this was sunoo. Someone who's crying that hard can't be able to see since tears blur their vision' I thought to myself .

I hurriedly made my way up the four flights of stairs before making it to the fourth floor .

I was breathing hard , but tried to make it look like I wasn't out of breath from just walking up the stairs .

(It's ok girl , I do this all the time at school bc DANG those stairs take a lot of energy... anyways back to the story)

I walked through the hallways until I got to our room door . My heart was racing , my palms started to sweat . I was nervous to face him .

A million things were running through my head .

'what if he doesn't believe me'

'What if he doesn't feel the same way'

'What if he doesn't want to even talk to me after what he saw..?'

I was broken out of my thoughts when I heard a loud crash coming from inside of our room .

That was all it took for me to quickly unlock the door and rush inside to see what was going on .

Sunoo pov

I ran back to the dorm complex and was a sobbing mess the whole way there . I couldn't sit there and wait for the elevator , so I took the stairs so no one would see me in this vulnerable state .

I could barely see 2 feet in front of me , so I ended up running into the small trash can that was in the stairwell.

I felt pieces of paper from the trash can stuck to my shoes , so I kicked them off , wanting nothing but to be alone in our room .

I made it out of the stairwell and down the hall to our shared dorm and opened the door before slamming it shut .

That's when I let my emotions take over me .

"I've lost her..." I mumbled , my words were filled with regret .

I wobbled my way to my room , knocking things over in the process . I made it to my room and slammed the door quiet harsh . Locking shortly after .

The next thing I knew , my body collapsed near my door , making a big thump noise .

I laid on the floor , sobbing quietly , regretting getting attached to y/n so quickly and so much .

"Sunoo open this door!!" I heard the beautiful voice of the girl who broke my heart. She called out from behind my locked door .

I didn't answer her , knowing my voice was in no place to yell .

"Sunoo come one! let me in!" She begged , as she started to bang on my door .

"fine , you wanna play hard , I'll play hard too. You just wait Kim Sunoo!" She yelled , as her footsteps went away from my door .

I thought she had given up , but after about 2 minutes , the door magically unlocked .

She ran in and saw me laying on the ground , tears drenching my face , and no emotions in my eyes . Or , at least I didn't show them to her .

"Sunoo..." she whispered , but I quickly stood up and backed away from her .

"I want to be alone." I stated , looking at the ground , trying to block her out .

"listen , I know you saw what happened on the Ferris wheel , but can you please let me explain?!" She said , raising her voice .

"what is there to explain huh y/n?? You played with my feelings and kissed the guy you actually like..?! Am I wrong?!" I yelled back at her , anger washing over me .

"yes Sunoo! You are ! And why the hell are you getting so worked up about me kissing another guy? It's not like we're dating?!" She screamed .

I felt a little pang in my heart as she said those words .

"Sunoo look-" she started , but I soon interrupted .

"no y/n... I know what I saw and I don't need you to lie and play with my feelings more . I don't need you to break my heart again I'm, so just go back to yeonjun and leave me alone" I coldly stated .

I walked towards the door , but was pushed back by y/n .

"no because we're solving this now! And what the heck do you mean 'I played with your feelings'? May I remind you that everytime we've kissed , you were the one to initiate it?! So if anything , you've been messing with my feelings!" She snapped back .

I ran my hand through my hair , frustrated at this whole situation ,

"and who are you to get mad at me for kissing yeonjun huh? You don't like me obviously so why am I getting yelled at for-" she asked , but I cut her off again .

"I like you ok?! I am so deeply in love with you y/n that I can barely think straight without you. Seeing you have a blast all day with yeonjun made me jealous to the point where I wanted to beat the living hell out of him for making you smile like that when I couldn't .That's what you wanted to hear right?!" I finally confessed .

"So just shut up!! Shut the fuck up!" I yelled . "Sunoo .." she tried to reason with me , but I cut her off .

" no get aw-" and that's when i was cut off , by a plump pair of lips ..

her lips ...

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