Blood Status: PurebloodCharacter Traits: Conceited, sneaky, thoughtful, sarcastic and self-absorbedAppearance: Long, straight, blond hair, blue eyes, approx. 1.65 cm tall and athletic.House: SlytherinGrades: Potions, Herbology: OutstandingHistory of Magic, Defense Against the Dark Arts, Charms, Divination: Exceeded ExpectationsAstronomy, Care of Magical Creatures, Polymorphs: AcceptableFriends: Draco, Blaise, Theodore, Pansy and AstoriaEx-boyfriends: Blaise, CedricYour lover: Harry Potter
"Draco, Draco!" you yell in exasperation, staring after the hippogriff. Draco crawled over to you in the cave behind the Malfoy estate. You marvel at the hippogriff for a while, until your feet are grabbed and a spell is cast into the mansion. Lucius, Narcissa and your parents glared at you. "How many times have we told you to stay here when we celebrate a birthday," they admonished you. It was Lucius birthday and apparently an important day as he was quite well known and popular in the wizarding world. Your parents straighten your dress. You've always been betrayed and you get everything you wanted. Respect came first in your family. You always wore the latest clothes and had to be the highlight of the girls. You enjoyed being the best of them all. With Draco, Blaise, Theo, Pansy and Astoria you always had your clique and so you didn't have any weaknesses even as a child, because your friends were always there for you and you save each other from the lurking danger, which are called elves or gnomes. Your house elves suffered the most as you made their lives miserable with pranks."Urks, did you see the great Harry Potter didn't accept our friendship invitation," Draco said, stroking his gelled hair that his father forced upon him. Draco loved his hair loose when it was just tousled or combed over his face. You wrinkle your nose. "It's a half-blood. They're always so stupid!" you answer and Astoria giggles. (Astoria is now just co-ed with you guys). "Do you think the sorting hat is infested with lice? I don't want it touching my head, so many Mudbloods have had it on their heads!" you say. The others wrinkle their noses as well."Shawn Sahara!" It was your turn. Most of your friends have been to Slytherin. You strut forward and sit on the stool, glaring at the sorting hat. It doesn't even touch your head and it's already been called out loud "Slytherin" into the great hall. You beam and walk over to the Slytherins, who gave you a warm welcome. You take a seat next to Draco and Pansy and chat with overzealous Slytherins who have been to school for a while. "We can show you some secret passages. Snape even gave us the teacher's secret passage so we'd have more time for breakfast and always get there quicker than the other students!" a third year told you.And this is how you spend your first few weeks. Studying Hogwarts, using every secret passage you've been shown, making life difficult for other students, and especially scoring in Potions, with Snape wealthy supporting you. Professor Snape is your favorite teacher, because he lets you do everything, but he also often spends hours with you in the common room and teaches you a few secrets of the art of brewing and defense against the dark arts. You'll also notice that Snape wasn't as fierce as he made it out to be in public. And you also notice that Slytherins behaved very differently among themselves than when they were in public. Even Crabbe and Goyle could be intelligent, but in front of the others they posed as Draco's bodyguards. Draco was a born prince in Slytherin anyway. Even 7th graders appreciated his opinion.You don't hear about the Philosopher's Stone, except at the end of the year when you felt Gryffindor was unfairly getting points for protecting any Stone from Voldemort, so they just handed 160 points and your house didn't get the house cup anymore . You're angry because Dumbledore betrayed you like that. Because the great hall was in Slytherin colors and you were so happy and then this happened!You knew the golden trio would always be preferred, if only because of Potter.Second year was a perfectly normal year, aside from the alleged opening of the Chamber of Secrets. You had no worries as you are pureblood and as your parents have already told you the monster that dwells in the chamber is only there to remove muggleborns from Hogwarts if that is really true. The friendship between you Draco, Blaise, Astoria and Pansy is now so deep and strong that you can no longer separate. You know all your secrets and deny everything togethern. You keep plotting things against the golden trio that you hate with all your heart. First graders fell victim to you this year too. And the greatest of all. Draco, Blaise and you get on the Quidditch team. You got the newest brooms from Lucius and you are more than happy. Draco is the seeker, small and fast, and you and Blaise are two hunters since you are also small and fast. The older students then play the beaters because they have more power and one the keeper because he was big and still fast and you also have a big hunter. It's well divided and you're hoping for the Quidditch Cup.But there are also more and more differences between Gryffindor and Slytherin. You quickly figured out the new Defense Against the Dark Arts professor and you ask Snape if he could practice Defense Against the Dark Arts with you, otherwise you'll spend the whole year just doing tests on Lockhart. He will teach you basic defensive spells and also show you how to summon a snake. Draco is only too happy to introduce this spell to the dueling club. You are thrilled but also horrified when Potter was able to control the snake. He knows Parseltongue!Otherwise the second school year was very chaotic. The school had to be evacuated, but surprise - Potter saves the school once more and his house wins the House Cup again and unfortunately the Quidditch Cup too.In the third year Dementors were on the school grounds. You're terrified of these creatures, but you can't help but tease Harry for your fear. Everyone knows that they are afraid of it. And nobody knows that you were also afraid of these things. The fact that Harry is angry and hurt about it doesn't bother you in the least.One day, as you walk past a corridor, you hear some people whispering. You prick up your ears. "We did a poll in Gryffindor about the Slytherins, what do we think of them, third year folks!" It was Lavender Brown. You narrow your eyes slightly. "So Draco Malfoy: arrogant prat, shit, coward, bastard. Sahara Shawn: Conceited toad, thinks is better, Selfish"They all had no idea. Don't be conceited. You're pure-blood, you're automatically something better, you don't have to pride yourself on it, you know it. You keep listening and telling your clique about it. Out of revenge you want to make life difficult for the game warden, because Potter and his friends loved him so much. Draco managed to tease a hippogriff, was injured himself, but had to be executed. It was a triumph at first because Harry was pretty angry with you guys too, but you and Draco love hippogriffs and that makes you feel bad. In Hogsmeade you will also be greeted by Harry and co. really screwed, but how do you know he has an invisibility cloak? When dementors come, you quickly disappear. That's why the others don't tease you either. The year was also pretty unspectacular compared to Harry's life, but you have more parties in the dungeons and you're slowly getting closer to the opposite sex on a different level. While you may be unpopular in the other houses, the conceited, wealthy Pureblood Princess of Slytherin, you are very different in the dungeon. Quite normal actually, you just grew up in different, better conditions.Fourth year, everyone thinks you and Draco are dating. Eventually he goes to the Yule Ball with you too, but the whispering about you keeps getting bigger. You're pretty and hard to get or to attract when it's outside your home. But a bad reputation precedes you. Especially since you're totally against Harry. Because he has managed to become the center of the school again. He's allowed to participate in the Triwizard Tournament, and you're starting to get annoyed with the fame around him. "Well, Potter, you always get everything shoved up your ass, don't you?" You greet him when you have potions and sneer at him as you read the Daily Prophet in his hand. The rumors about Hermione came from you and Draco. You came into contact with Rita Skeeter very quickly and of course you can't resist pranking the golden trio in some way. "Haha how funny. I want to see how you react when you and Malfoy are in it!" he hissed back. "Oh well, Draco and I would be happy. But it must be really hard to sit on a golden throne all your life, right?" you counter and sit down. Snape, of course, overlooks the fact that you confessed and took points from Ron when he was about to stand up and had his wand pointed at you. You grind broad, over thy little triumph. Blaise and Draco laughed at the three of them.However, not everything is going well for you either, because there was a bad phase for you too. Astoria was mad at you and you can't understand why. You've long suspected that she feels something for Draco, but she denies it. You know about Draco that he feels more for her than just friendship, but if she didn't then you can't explain why she was mad at you. Because she knows that you and Draco aren't dating and are only showing off when it counts. At the Yule Ball you date Draco but get together with Theodore Nott which was a bit of a triumph for you as he is quite handsome. Astoria makes up with you after long talks and your clique is back to what it always was. Your family.The school year ends with a memorial service, because Cedric Diggory died in the final task of the Triwizard Tournament and the dark lord is said to have returned, but you will find out more about that during the summer holidaysYou throw the third Daily Prophet in the trash. Potter lies, Potter just wants fame? All these rumors swarmed around him. But Potter was right. Voldemort had returned and was setting up his headquarters with Draco. You didn't mind that Draco preferred staying with you, but Astoria did. Thank God your family has nothing to do with the lord and you also make it clear to Draco that you never want to become a Death Eater, not least because Voldemort is a half-blood. You walk thoughtfully down a street called "Privet Drive" (the knight errant just dropped you off somewhere). You have to think, because Draco had told you that from next year he apparently had a task to fulfill for the Lord and asked for your help. You think about that. Would you? You would do anything for Draco and he would do anything for you, but help the lord? It's getting cold around you and you don't realize you're standing on a playground. You are confused about these weather conditions, because just now it was still over 30°C. Unless. You look around anxiously. What if dementors show up here?And your fears come true. A dementor, no two, appeared in front of your nose. You freeze when you see her and panic. You don't know how to defend yourself against a Dementor, especially when you're not allowed to use magic. And what the hell were these things doing here in Muggle London? Shaking, you try to run, but one floats past you and you scream as it lunges at you. You hear your classmates laughing at you. Voldemort laughing at you. "Expecto Patronum!" The laughter stops and your vision clears. Someone bent over you and now you feel the pain in your hands. You must have fallen when the dementors came and tried to suck your soul. Now you recognize the person who saved you and it is Harry Potter. You get up immediately. "I didn't expect you to cry like a giant baby, Sahara! And certainly not because of dementors!" grins the savior of the world. You look at him angrily. "Then you just thought wrong!" You hiss at him and want to leave, but your whole body is still shaking. "Now wait a minute!" he called after you. "Forget it. I don't have to deal with a wannabe hero!" "You're beating me up here because I'm scared of a Dementor and then I realize that you're just as scared of a cat!" He can't look so fast and you press your wand at him to the throat. His green eyes sparkled in surprise. Admittedly, you rarely show your feelings. "Be careful what you say, Potter. You were an easy victim for us because you openly showed us what you are afraid of. I'm not so stupid and show my enemies my weaknesses! No wonder you're easy prey for the bad, bad, dark lord!" you hiss, shoving him backwards. You're sick, but of course you don't show it. Does that idiot still think he won because he discovered a weakness. "It's nice to see that you can be afraid of something, too!" he says suddenly, holding out a piece of chocolate. "It helps with the nausea. I know the feeling!" he says. "Well you're fainting like a fool too!" you hiss, grabbing the piece of chocolate, which just sucks but has its effects. "So Savior of the Wizarding World, may I go now?" you ask. I won't stop you!" he smiles. "POOOOOTTTEEEERRRR! DID I NOT TELL YOU TO MOW THE FUCKING LAWN!" someone suddenly yelled. You wince and suddenly a fat man stands next to you. You wrinkle your nose. "Yes Uncle Vernon!" So who was Uncle Vernon? you wonder. Harry seemed to look a bit intimidated and now the uncle is looking at you. "Who is that?" the guy asks acidly. You flare up your nostrils. "Have a little more respect for a lady of pure blood!" you hiss and already can't stand him. "Well Potter! I'm going, have fun with that fat walrus. Maybe he should give you some of his fat!" you say goodbye and leave.Fifth year starts and you have a new professor that you hate and she hates you. That's why you're not in their weird Inquisit command like Draco, Crabbe and Goyle. But you're not participating in Harry's weird army either. Both are pretty ridiculous to you. After you get caught making out with Theo in a hallway, you get detention. You're mad because Theo doesn't need detention (he's also part of their commando team) and he didn't even protect you. As punishment, you have to write sentences like "I have to follow rules!" You are shocked to find that these sentences cut into your skin, on your hand and you suffer hell pain as you write. Umbridge only stops when the blood is dripping onto the parchment and wouldn't stop. She sends you out and you bite your lip to keep from crying out in pain. You hit the wall with your good hand and you're so mad. "Dunk your hand in here!" It was Potter! you groan "No interest in your failed potions, Potter!" you say, wanting to get past him. You know how bad he is at potions. "Those are from Hermione!" "And certainly not from Mudbloods!""Now that's enough! Dunk your stupid hand in here!" He grabs your hand and dips it in the potion. Immediately the pain faded and you see scars on Harry's hand as well. He shouldn't tell lies. That's right. He had messed with Umbridge and you had laughed at him with the others. You say nothing more and wait patiently for him to let go of your hand and you hate that tingling sensation on your skin and can only hope it came from the healing process. After about 5 minutes he lets go of your hand and you pull your hand out of the brew. "That wasn't necessary!" you say. "Sure, because Snape must have better ones!" You nod. "Exactly!" With that you leave. You tell Snape about Umbridge and all of Slytherin is horrified when they see your hand. Snape has a scar-fading potion, thank goodness. And you broke up with Theo because you don't see that he can get off lightly and that you will be punished. The weeks after that, the Gryffindors portrayed you as an ungrateful bitch, so Potter must have been chattering away. So you take your chance and ambush Potter's friend Cho Chang and question her with a truth serum, from Snape of course (he didn't AT ALL realize it was gone) about Potter's army.You know where the army trains and when. Grinning, you make your way to Umbridge and tell her extensively about your experiences. You're delighted when Umbridge praises you, and of course she does so in front of the whole army when she got the interrogation and detention. You obediently watch as they all bloody write their hand and are fully aware of Potter's angry look, but it was his own fault.Your fifth year ended with a relief. Umbridge's gone, a depressed Harry came back from the Ministry and you were on vacation.But your holidays are anything but nice. You promised Draco to assist him in his impossible task. Blaise, Pansy, Astoria, Draco and you are in your garden trying hard to figure out how Draco is going to get through the year without raising suspicions. "Doesn't Borgin Burkes have a disappearance cabinet?" Blaise then asks the group. You nod, "Yes, but we need the counterpart of that!" You reply, taking a sip of the pumpkin juice. "But! Draco has the counterpart in the dungeons!" Astoria exclaimed excitedly. "Only the problem is that both are broken and I have no idea how to fix it! And when!" Draco growls."Room of Requirement!" you murmur. "Crabbe and Goyle can be red herrings if you're being followed. The action at Borgin and Burkes, I don't know either, but I felt like I was being watched!" you add and you continue planning late into the night.On the day you arrive at Hogwarts, bring the vanishing cabinet to the Room of Requirement. As soon as you leave the Room of Requirement, Potter comes towards you and you send the others ahead, since you can handle Potter on your own. "What's the matter, Potter?" you ask coolly. "What are you doing here?" he asks, looking around. you look at him "What are we supposed to do here? The seventh floor is now not a very exciting floor and walking around in the corridors is certainly not forbidden!", you answer slightly annoyed. He looks at you coolly and you're really surprised by that. You don't even know him like that. Although, maybe he was very angry because Draco had broken his nose in the first place. He grins. "I want to warn you!" he says. you look at him "Really?" He nods. "I'll find out if you're Death Eaters!" With that he left you standing. Excellent. He had a suspicion.You are now very cautious with your plans and you choose to be the most conspicuous so that he thinks you are a Death Eater.And so you begin. It's your first Apparation lesson, it's warm and you're only wearing long-sleeved clothes. The Slytherin boys stand around you and you also notice that Potter has gotten behind you. You're starting to be an actress. "You wouldn't believe how tired I am!" you sigh, rubbing your arm while looking at Blaise and Draco. "You already know why, but it's hard!" You continue. "Can we help you?" Draco asked. you shake your head "It's my job!" you sigh again. Then Draco turned to Harry. "What Potter? Your ears all over the place now, huh?" he snapped at him, making Harry's face red. You grin mischievously as he looks at you and then walks back to Hermione and Ron.This is of course celebrated in the dungeons. Draco less, of course, but you snuggle into his arms. "Dray? How do you deal with that?" you ask and nod to Astoria, who shouldn't be mad at you for cuddling up to him, you're his best friend. "I'm scared!" he murmured, stroking your blond hair. "Fear of failure and I don't want it all. And I don't know either." He shrugs and you kiss his cheek. "And by the way, Astoria likes you as much as you like her!" You whisper in his ear and get up with a grin, arm your arm with Blaise and disappear with him from the common room and go with him to the kitchen. "And what was that now?" he asked confused. "Draco and love!" you giggle, stopping immediately when you see Harry sitting in the kitchen with Ron. "Tinky! What are they doing here!" you ask a house elf who is happy to serve you and point to Harry and his constant companion, Ron. Dobby sat on a table and looked at each other anxiously. you grin Yes, Dobby was your favorite victim, growing up."You eat, Mrs. Shawn""Blaise, let's find another corner of the kitchen so I don't have to see Scar," you say, sitting in the far corner. You could still see Potter, but you enjoyed teasing him. "Don't you agree that our whole life at Hogwarts revolves around Potter?" Blaise whispers to you and you consider. Somehow he was right. "Nice. He's also a nuisance in his own right!" you answer and eat a piece of the chocolate cake. "Well, I think he's more interested in you!" "Who isn't!" Blaise grins. "Granted, I've wanted something from you too, but Potter's attention was always on you or on Draco." You make a face. "Are you telling me he's gay?" Blaise shook his head in horror. "Look, we're testing it! Listen." he whispers. "Sahara you're driving me crazy!" Blaise shouted loudly for EVERYONE to hear and kisses you passionately. You're surprised, but you can hear glass shattering on the floor. Blaise grinned into the kiss and pulled away from you. "Heard?" You nod. "I think he's disappointed!"You giggle and turn around, and Harry quickly looks elsewhere. Ron gave you a wary look, as always.You think about this event for a long time.Harry had always been helpful to you. Even if you always made fun of him for it.At the end of the school year it's time. Draco had brought the Death Eaters to Hogwarts. You are on the Astronomy Tower hiding with Harry. Snape told you to stop Harry from doing anything stupid. Draco wouldn't kill Dumbledore, you know that from Snape. "Let me go Sahara. Please... I have to save him!" Harry exclaimed desperately. You shake your head and take his wand. "No way!" "You're a pathetic Death Eater, too," he hissed softly. He didn't want to betray you either. Draco is almost hyperventilating in panic up there. "Incorrect. I don't kiss the feet of a half-blood. I was covering for Draco!" you clarify. "Why!" "He's my best friend, Potter! That's what friends do. Granger also supports you in everything you do. With your children's army etc.' 'She's a member herself!' You sigh. "Yes and? Not me! Nevertheless, I help my best friend! And since you had me as a fixed point anyway, it was easy for me to point you in the wrong direction to steer!""I can't believe it!" he snarled angrily and you hear Dumbledore's voice. "Severus, please!" So that Harry doesn't have to watch his favorite headmaster die, you kiss him tenderly. You block out Bellatrix's high-pitched laughter, forcing Harry not to pursue Snape. He resisted at first, but your kissing techniques were tough and he gave up. After a few seconds you release yourself. "Potter! This is not your fight now. Yours is coming." You say when it gets quiet. He jumps up. "I can not believe it. You... you're in cahoots with them. Snape he...Dumbledore trusted Snape...This..." "BY SALAZAR SLYTHERIN!" you yell now. He freezes. "Potter! Damned. I do nothing for the dark lord. I'm just helping my friends and what just happened...is fucking planned! Dumbledore would have died anyway and now get off your trip and do what Dumbledore told you to do!"he howls. "Everything will be taken from me!" he sobs. "My parents, Sirius, Dumbledore. What's next!" he yells. Somehow you feel a little sorry for him. "Don't be such a bloody drama queen, boy!" "YOU HAVE NO IDEA!" he yells, frantic again. "Exactly. I have no idea!" you answer. "Youyou with your fucking maskyou can't read anything in. I always try to understand you, but NO! And thenI'm fed up!"He runs down the steps of the Astronomy Tower. you behind. He shouldn't do anything stupid now. "Potter now stop. HARRY!" You catch his arm and pull him back. "What do you mean you're trying to understand me? you ask patiently. "Back when the Dementor attacked you, I saw for the first time that you also allow emotions. You had fear written all over your face. I was so happy to see that and wanted to help you, but you never accept help as a matter of principle. Only in your clique do you have that happy grin, but never in public, you just have that arrogant expression and scare everyone away with that manner. I fell in love with the Sahara showing her emotions, whether fear, anger or otherwise, but not in the Sahara that stands before me! I gave you one last chance when you came back from detention in fifth year, but you blew it. Harry Potter is tired of fighting for you." He spat at you and disappeared. You swallow the lump in your throat and feel badreally bad. You never knew he was in love with you. Actually, he should hate you for what you did to himSeventh grade was horrible. Harry was gone and you announce that you would never kiss the lord's feet. Your only advantage with the Carrows is that you're pure-blood, intelligent, pretty and in Slytherin. So they didn't torture you like the Gryffindors did. You're worried about Harry and Blaise is trying to cheer you up. Draco himself fell into depression so you need to take care of him too. You marvel that Draco had any strength left to get through this and the Cruciatus curses didn't help either.One day Harry returned to Hogwarts and the war broke out completely. You are exhausted because everyone attacked you from the good side and from the evil side too. It's no different with Draco and Blaise. Draco got Astoria to safety last year and Pansy was missing this year she didn't come to school. Your field of vision is slightly blurred and you are fighting a giant. You are powerless, you cannot cast a spell and the giant grabs you in his huge hand. You have the feeling he breaks all your bones, but he takes you to the forbidden forest. Voldemort is standing there and you're sure that's really it for you. "Who is that?" Voldemort asked. "The only Slytherin not following you, my Lord!" someone replies. You look into the desperate faces of Lucius and Narcissa. The giant turns you off and you are so weak that you fall to your knees. "You don't interest me. Kill her!" he shouted. "Wait! tom i am here You want me!" you hear Harry's voice. "Harry!" you say happily, beaming when you see him alive. The giant grabs you again and you groan in pain and lose consciousness."Sahara Desert? Do you hear me?" Something dripped onto your face and you opened your eyes. It's raining and you're lying on the ground. Your whole body ached and you look into Harry's emerald green eyes. "You're alive?" you ask, noticing Draco and Blaise next to you. "Yes, unlike you, I am much more alive!" he replies. "That is nice! And I thought I lost you", you smile, kiss him once on the lips and close your eyes again, leave seduce you from the darkness. "Did she really just say she was worried about losing me? And did she really kiss me just now?" you hear Harry ask.Harry and you logically come together after long complications. He rarely hears you say "I love you!" but you love him, somehow. You didn't think it was possible. To prove to him that you love him, you propose to him and not him. With that, all doubts were gone. You may still be a bit cold and arrogant, but Harry sees you as trying to change. You will have two children. You name one James, at Harry's request, and you name your daughter Pansy, since she was murdered in the war. Blaise, Astoria and Draco are still your best friends and now you're sitting at Draco and Astoria's wedding."If I hear one more time that I was conceited, I'll go nuts!" you sigh. Almost the entire Gryffindor plague sits at your table. Harry strokes your cheek. "But it's true, my darling!" You smile coolly. "None of you knew me!" "And yet you are still a mystery to us!" replies your husband. "Nope.. Sahara's easy to read!" says Blaise. "What's that supposed to mean?" you ask indignantly. "I, for one, knew you'd get together someday!" You sigh. "And I would have cursed you if you'd told me that!" "That's not why I said it!" You pull Harry to his feet. "Let's dance now! I can't listen to it anymore." Laughter and a "BUT I CAN'T DANCE!" from Harry echoed through London, a now peaceful city without danger.
An interview about our invisible SaharaHermione: I can't get through this love story!Ron: Me neither. But Sahara is kind of cool.Hermione: How only somehow?Ron: I have no idea. So I hated her, yes. But somehow she's cool. Still, she and Harry don't go together at all.Me: Opposites attract Won Won.Hermione: I have to agree with her there. But you can tell she feels a lot for Harry.Draco: The problem with Sahara is that she doesn't admit anything to herself. Even if it's too late.Blaise: Yes, it's really difficult with her, but Harry gave her another chance and she took advantage of it.Draco+Blaise: Please, why POTTER?Me: He is the center of your world.Snape: Wonderful girl and really easy to communicate with. She understands a lot.Me: The others don't?Snape: Yes, yes, but she is a special student.Me: Aha O_ôHarry: I love her. It was hard for me to be able to love someone like her. But love is everything, isn't it?Me: Yes!Dumbledore: You don't know where you stand with her and yet she was on the right side.Astoria: She's the best friend anyone can have. Even if I was often jealous of her. I always thought she loved Draco.Voldemort: I'm dead and I don't want to know about complicated women.Me: Yeah okay chill. who else?Theo: Me! I love her!Me: Well, that's late, isn't it?Theo: She just freaks out quickly!Me: Harry can probably handle that better!Theo: -,-Me: well. I have to end this one, too, that was Sahara Shawn, the inconspicuous one.
