Shy

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Jisung was confused, 'did he just tell me i love you? Was that in a friends way?' he thought.

"y-you love me?" jisung asked uncertainly, he couldn't believe someone said those words to him.

"Yes Han Jisung, I love you with all my heart even though we've known eachother for only a few months. I never knew how boring and empty my life was until i met you, you always make my days brighter and you help me forget about the past. Please stay with me forever. "

Minho was looking at Jisung, seeing the shock on his face, Jisung immediately teared up. He opened his hands and took Minho into a warm embrace. While still hugging tightly, jisung quietly said these words.

"I love you too."

After a minute they slowly pulled back.
Minho's hand placed at the back of jisungs head and the other one still holding him close around his waist.
Both of their eyes were now focused on each other's lips. They felt the tension.

Jisung put both of his hands on Minho's face and closed his eyes while slowly placing his lips on Minho's.
This was Jisung's first kiss, his heart was racing and he was pretty sure that his hands placed on Minho's face were sweaty. Although Minho was way too deep in the emotional kiss to mind it.

The kiss only lasted for a few seconds, they both looked at eachother, soft smiles spreading on their faces.

...

"Ji, do you want to tell me how it started?" Minho asked, it was now already dark outside and he was still sitting beside Jisung's hospital bed. They were talking for some time about various things, but minho needed to know why jisung did all of that.

"well, it's complicated..." jisung said, playing with Minho's fingers in his hand.

"we still have a few hours until I'll have to leave and I'd like to know more about your past" Minho spoke softly, tucking some of Jisung's hair behind his ear.

*Flashback*

POV: Jisung, grade 7.

I was just peacefully eating my lunch when some of my classmates came to my table.

"look at him! He eats like a squirrel, haha!" one of them said.

I felt embarrassed, but it was just a joke so i laughed with them.

"yeah, eats like a squirrel but he looks like a pig!"

"bahaha! You're right, jisung is a little fat pig!" The boy looked at jisung, clearly proud at the comment he made.

What? I look like a pig? I mean I'm not skinny but I've never felt fat, now that I think about it, i eat a lot, maybe i should go on a diet.

Even though i haven't finished the food, i decided to return the tray.

*End of flashback*

"That day it basically all began, everyone started picking on me, I had no friends that would stand up for me so I had to move schools. I was worried that nobody at this school would talk to me and I'd all be the same, fortunately I met felix and he was my first friend ever. Because of my looks I tried to make up for it with my 'fun and loud' personality, but then when i lost weight... everything changed, lots of people started talking to me and the one's who didn't even say 'hi' to me suddenly wanted to become friends.
I was happier than ever. After that i wanted to to loose more weight because everytime i looked in the mirror i thought i was gaining weight and i-i hated myself so much that i wanted to- "
Jisung broke down, his hands shaking as he stopped talking.

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