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"Jisung! Jisung look at me!" Minho panicked as he shook his passed out body. Jisung looked lifeless.
Minho's eyes were tearing up, he didn't want to cry while everyone was watching him but he couldn't control it.

Everyone in the cafeteria was looking at minho and jisung, they just stood there and watched like it was a show or something.

"somebody call the fucking ambulance!" Minho yelled.

Chan went to get some teachers while a few people were calling the ambulance.
Felix was shaking and crying at the sight, jeongin was scared as well but he had to comfort felix.

Minho sat on the ground carefully holding jisung, making sure he didn't have any injuries from falling down.

Jisung heard some loud voices and sirens outside, he even opened his eyes for a few seconds to see what was going on but everything was a blur. The only thing he rememberd is that he felt Minho's warm hand holding his own cold one.

...

"I'm sorry but you have to leave now." said a nurse to minho who was sitting beside jisungs hospital bed.

"no i can't leave him here, i promise i won't cause any problems, just please let me stay here." Minho begged the nurse, but it wasn't for her to decide, it was just the rules.

"you can come in tomorrow at 8:00 am that's when the visiting hours begin."
She informed Minho and escorted him out of the room.

Other's were already waiting outside for minho, because only one person could stay there with him.

"so how is he? It's not anything serious right?" felix asked with worry in his voice.

"he's okay..." minho answered quietly, it took him every ounce of self-control not to break down right there. He realised that it might have happened because of the fight that they had, maybe if Minho forgave him then things wouldn't be like this.

Minho's mother came to pick up the boys from the hospital. The car ride was silent, but none of them found it awkward because everybody was lost in their thoughts. When they dropped off jeongin as the last one, his mother spoke up.
"That was jisung right? You asked about eating disorders because of him?"

"mhm" was the only answer she got. She thought that he probably didn't want to talk to about it, but then she heard whimpering and sobbing, she turned to look at him but it was too dark in the car to see his face.

"Minho, it's okay... It's not your fault."

"yes it is! Maybe if i wasn't trying so much to help him he wouldn't have said those things and we wouldn't fight and he wouldn't go to the hospital!" Minho rambled about the situation. Occasionally stopping in the middle of a sentence to breathe.

"look, everything happens for a reason, the hospital knows about his problems now and he will get the help he needs."

"but what if he doesn't want to talk to me again? I completely ignored him after we had that argument... " Minho said, regret filling him.

"Min, everyone has fights and people say things they don't mean, but even those can be hurtful, I know you, and i know you wouldn't be mad if it wasn't something you deeply cared about, you are a person with feelings and you had the right to be mad. It isn't your fault or his. Things happen and words are said, but what's important is that you both can forgive eachother and move on. I know he'll talk to you because You need eachother. "

...

Jisung woke up the following day at 7am.
'why am i at the hospital? Did i really pass out? I thought it was a dream.'
He was looking around the relatively empty room when he heard a knock on the door.

"Good morning, you must be Han Jisung."

Jisung stayed silent, he didn't feel like talking to her, as a matter of fact he didn't even want to look anybody in the eyes, because they all know everything.

"I'm here as your psychologist today. You'll just need to truthfully answer some of these questions, no stress, just be honest."

They talked for almost three hours. She asked about many things, but jisung dodged the questions and tried to lie so he didn't have to deal with recovery. He told her that he will start eating normally again and that he will stop all of his bad coping habits. It didn't sound convincing but the psychologist told him that he can try recovering at home, they will make him a meal plan that he has to follow. He'd also start going to therapy.
After that she thanked him and left with a friendly smile.

Jisungs was waiting for his parents to arrive, they probably heard the news about their son. But jisung was ashamed because he caused so much trouble to everyone.

He heard knocking on his door and once again.

But when the door opened...it wasn't his parents.

"M-Minho?"

When minho heard jisung say his name tears welled up in his eyes. He slowly walked towards the younger.
The hospital gown didn't cover his arms, it was painful to see him in this state, his thin body was no longer covered by baggy clothes, it was visibly obvious how much damage has been done.

Minho sat on the chair beside him and looked down at the floor.

"don't scare me like that again, okay?" said minho, his voice cracked.

Jisungs brought his thin hand up to Minho's face and wiped away the tears with his thumb.

"I'm so sorry about what i said Minho... I didn't mean it, i don't know what got into me but-"

"don't worry about that anymore , i forgive you."

"why?"

"What?"

"why did you forgive me?" 

Jisung was looking out the window, he still felt guilty about how he reacted. Why would Minho forgive him just like that?

"look at me Ji."

Jisung did as he was told, Minho held both of his hands and they were looking in eachother's eyes.

"because I love you."







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