𝚑𝚒𝚐𝚑 𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚕 𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚛 // billie eilish

part fifthteen

syd pov
12pm

billie and i walked into the apartment.

i walked into the bedroom and laid down.

"syd, are you okay? do you need to talk about anything?" billie asked worried. "im fine. leave me be" i said. "syd, im just trying to h-" "i said leave me alone billie!" i yelled looking at her.

i watched as her face changed and tears began to form in her eyes.

i felt so bad. i want to say sorry but i dont. all she wanted to do was help and talk to me about it. i leaned against the headboard and tucked my knees to my chest and began to cry.

"i should've let her help me." i told myself over and over again.

i sat there, crying in pain. all because of my mother.

billie pov

i sat at the island wiping tears from my eyes. i just wanted to help syd.

-
12am

i walked into the bedroom and syd was at the foot of the bed, on the floor, and crying.

"hey, calm down its okay." i embraced shd into my arms and she squeezed me on a hug. she was still crying. "cmon, lets lay down" i said picking her up. i laid on the bed with her on top of me. her head was on my chest my my arms were wrapped around her.

"i miss her so much" syd said. "i know, itll be okay." i said rubbing her back with my thumb.

-
4:48 am
syd moved out of my arms and stood up.

"where you going?" i asked. "bathroom" she said walking out the room. i sighed and got out of bed.

i sat at the island waiting for syd.

-five minutes later-

she walked out the bathroom and sat next me.

"i wanna talk to you, syd" i said. she looked at me in a scared way.

"syd, this may be the wrong time to tell you this, but i have serious feelings for you" i said laughing a lil bit. "oh" syd smiled. "whatchu smiling for?" i asked playfully punching her. "i feel the same way" she said.

i laughed. not in a rude way.

"wanna watch a movie?" i asked. "its 5 in the morning" syd said. i shrugged and picked her up off the chair and threw her on the couch.

"so strong" syd said. "shut up"

-

syd pov
8am

billie and i have been watching movies since 5am. mostly comedy and horror movies.

"what the fuck" billie said with a disgusted look. i watched as people were throwing up on each other. were watching scream 2. one of my favorite movies.

i got up to grab some water. "grab me a sprite please" bil said with her bottom lip out. i laughed. "yes master, whatever you say" i said. "oh, master huh" billie said hopping over the couch and playfully attacking me.

i slipped and fell on the floor taking billie down with me.

she looked me in my eyes, leaned in an kissed me.

i scooted to the wall putting my back to it. billie straddled my waist not breaking the kiss.

i pulled her closer and she broke the kiss. she looked me in my eyes again and stood up.

"i- im sorry" she said.

i watched as she walked to the bathroom and closed the door.

did i do something?

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