𝚑𝚒𝚐𝚑 𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚕 𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚛 // billie eilish

part four | flashbacks

⚠ TW RAPE ⚠ IF YOU DO NOT LIKE RAPE OR ANY PART OF THIS SKIP TO THE NEXT CHAPTER.
I ALSO DO NOT KNOW HOW TO WRITE ABOUT THIS SO BEWARE.

syd.

i walked in the house from getting home from school and was hit in the head.

i woke flat on the ground chained to a post in the basement, naked.

"look whos awake" my father said. i had a shirt tied in my mouth and red marks on my body. i saw my father begin to undo his belt and take his pants off. oh no. i closed my eyes hoping this wasnt real. i felt his hands grip my thighs tightly and spread them.

i felt it go in and i lost it.

my dad was laughing as he was riding me aggressively. i cried in pain. "shut up, i dont want you mother hearing" he said. im sorry? my mother is here and isnt suspicious about where my father and i am, and what he doing to me?

i bit down in the shirt to where my teeth were hurting and until i was tasting blood. i started to cry even more as the pain got more intense.

i heard my father laughing as my eyes were closing. he started speeding up his pace and i eventually passed out.

looks like he got what he wanted.

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i was siting in my room with my headphones on listening to music when my father walks through the door knocking me out.

here we go again..

TW!

i was woken up due to my father and his brother touching on my body. i thought his brother innocent and cool. maybe not.

the twig (fathers brother) sat in between my legs and started unbuttoning and unzipping my jeans, while my father was unzipping my jacket revealing me in a bra with no shirt underneath. "look at this body" my father said. the twig looked up and started staring. "i get top part, you take the bottom half" my father said.

i went to move but my wrists broken and were tied to my bed. along with my ankles.

the twig began pulling my pants and panties down. he licked his lips and stuck to fingers in. i threw my head back and tried to move. how does my mother never find out about this?

my father reached under me and unclamped my bra. he took the scissors and began to cut the straps.

i looked over to see a knife, scissors, and a blindfold. the same knife he used to cut my throat.

he put the scissors down and began squeezing my boobs. i groaned in pain. my father just smiled at me. he grabbed a towel off my nightstand and tied it around my mouth and then put the blindfold on me.

i felt the twig grip my thighs as hard as he could and stared licking me.

why does this have to happen to me?

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TW!

i woke to my father sitting on my bed. oh god. "what do you want?" i asked in a nice way. he shrugged and stared at my body.

he jumped on me ripping my shirt off and grabbing a knife out of this pocket. his knees were on my hands and my feet were tied. how did i not feel the rope around my ankles?

next thing i knew he was cutting me all over my body. my chest, stomach, arms, wrist, hands, somewhat of my thighs that he could get without letting my hands from under his knees. i screamed but no one would and could hear me. my mother wasnt home and we dont live in a duplex or anything.

i watched as he drug the knife along my chest and stomach in a straight  line.

that burns.

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i was in a hospital bed with ivs in my arm giving me blood.

my mother and father walked in. my mother walked over to me and asked how i was feeling. "i honestly want to kill myself. im being honest" i said straight up. "honey, why would you kill yourself. you got so much to live for" my mother said about to cry. "do you see whats been happening to me? i was fucking raped twice, someone was cutting my body, hitting me. literally trying to rape me everyday!" i yelled making my father panic. "gabe, do you know anything about this?" my mother asked my father. he shrugged and stared smiling at me. he gave me that 'wait till we get home' look.

- tw!

i was walking in walgreens when i boy from my high school walked up to me. "hey, i think your hot" he said. i rolled my eyes at him and walked away. he grabbed my arms slamming me and pinning me against the wall. no one was around, everyone was in the back getting high. the store was empty.

his friends held me against the wall he was feeling on my body, mainly my boobs and my ass. "i want you" he said. i tried to escape but i couldnt. his friends carried me into the family bathroom.

"connor" he said bowing. what the fuck is this? drama? "these are my men, you dont need to know their names. blondie is one glasses is 2" he said pointing. maybe this wont end as i thought it would. or so i thought..

a few minutes later im sucking on connors dick while the blondie is is fingering me. the one with glasses is holding me down. i twitch as the blondie goes deeper with three fingers. "no ones ever lasted this long" connor said. he threw his head back and let out a groan. i felt the wetness of a tongue licking my clit.

i closed my eyes and imagined killing myself.

eventually they let me go. they gave me some weed.

i wont pass on that shit.

1014 words.

sorry for this chapter, it had to happen at some point in the story and i didnt wanna wait to write this.