𝚑𝚒𝚐𝚑 𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚕 𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚛 // billie eilish

part nineteen

billie pov

1:21 am

syd began kissing on my neck and giving hickeys. she eventually reached my stomach and pulled my shirt off revealing me in a bra.

she then began kissing down my stomach.

she got to my pants and unbuttoned them and pulled them off.

(im just gonna say billie wore baggy jeans to ber concert that day)

she ran her hand from my chest to my panties and took them off to.

i watched as she looked at me to reassure that this was okay. i nodded and she began working on my lower half of my body.

im not gonna right a smut cause i dont want to. just imagine your own thing or whatever.

-next morning-

syd pov
5am

i checked my phone and saw that the time was 5am. shit, we were supposed to meet billes parents, finneas and claudia at dinner.

i looked over and saw that billie was getting dressed.

"either we hurry or we dont" she said. "yea" i said getting out of bed and finding some nice clothes to put on.

"you got a shirt i can borrow?" billie asked me. "um, yeah" i said throwing her a shirt. "its not over sized like you like but still" "its fine" she said. i shrugged continued to get dressed.

-

billie and i got into my car and left.

-

billie and i walked into the restaurant and took a seat at the table.

it was pretty quiet for there being a shit ton of people here.

finneas kept asking questions cause he saw he hickey on billies neck.

"whatd you do to billie?" finneas asked me. "had a little fun, now stop asking questions"

-

the waiter walked up to the table and asked us what we want.

"ill take the vegan spicy wings, with a bloody mary" i said. "ok, now for you?" the waiter said looking at billie. "same thing as her but no bloody mary" bil said. she nodded and went to the kitchen.

we all began to have a conversation about billies show tonight.

-

i sat on the couch with billie resting her head in my lap while shes sleeping for the show tonight.

i was watching shameless. fiona is sexy as hell if im being honest.

i watched the tv as the police brought frank into the house.

-

i put my suit on cause i was staying with antonio tonight.

"you look nice" billie said walking into the bathroom. "thanks" i said pulling my jeans on. "your still gonna be at my show tonight right?" i heard billie say from the bathroom. "yea, i gotta meet up with my boss for a few mins then ill be there" i said. "oh okay" she said.

billie walked out the bathroom and sat next to me. she grabbed my face and looked me in my eyes.

"dont fuck this guy please" she said. i just looked at her. "i know thats what you were going to do" bil said after that. "billie, i might have to. this dude is into me and i wanna give him a good night" i said. billie sighed and got up.

i made her upset. awesome. the last thing to wanted to.

billie pov
7:10pm

i put my shoes on while syd was grabbing her things.

she walked over to me and spoke "stand up." i did as she said.

"look, im sorry for making you upset earlier. i regret going out tonight. ill be back before the show is over, i promise" she said holding my hands. i smiled and admired her face. "i forgive you" i said. syd smiled and kissed me.

"ill be back soon" she said walking out the green room.

-

i was performing my future and looked behind the stage to see if syd was back yet. i didnt see her. im starting to think shes not gonna be back anytime soon.

syd pov
"you ain't that bad of a person i thought you were" i told antonio. "i know, i still feel bad about making you kidnap your little girlfriend" he said chuckling. "billies not my girlfriend. yet" i say taking his cigar and taking a hit.

-

"i gotta go, i promised billie i would be there before her show ends" i said putting my shoes on.

i watched out the corner of my eye as he walked over by me. he towered over me like i giant until i stood up.

antonio looked me in my eyes then at my lips."ugh, so tempted to kiss me hm?" i said smiling. he leaned in to kiss me and i put my finger on his lips. "no no" i say teasing him.

he moves my arm and pins me to the wall.

"what daddy wants daddy g-" he said laughing. "not the tiktok trend thing" i said laughing with him. "your a real funny guy" i say.

-

five mins later

"alrighty, bye antonio!" i said walking put the door.

i got into my car and was on my way to watch billie perform the rest of her show. i mean, its like 10 mins away.

-

i walked into the arena and billie was performing lost cause. she was jumping around.

-

billie pov
goodbye began to play and im sad. this is one of the best crowds ive ever had.

i gave the air a hug and saw people doing the same.

i went back to the green room and didnt see syd. "has syd been her at all?" i asked my parents. they shook their heads. i sighed.

i felt arms wrap around me and pick me up from behind.

"i missed you" syd said putting me down. "i missed you too" i said. "did you-" "no, i didnt" she said cutting me off. i smiled and hugged her tightly.

-

syd and i were laying down in bed watching the office when i began to cry.

"hey whats wrong?" syd said leaning up. i shrugged. i cried even harder. "come here" she said pulling me into her. "its okay" syd said. i dug my face into her neck and cried harder. syd began rubbing my back to comfort me.

"i miss jah" i said. "thats okay, i miss him too" syd said. syd grabbed my head and looked me im my eyes.

"its okay to miss him. people come and go. im sorry" she said then softly kissed me. i cuddled into her and calmed down a little bit.

syd interlocked our fingers to where the palm of her hand was on the top on my hand.

"ima try to sleep" i said sniffling. "good you need it." syd said. "you gonna sleep too?" i asked. "yes, you need it for than i do. plus if you start crying ill be awake" she said. "now, i love you, goodnight" she said kissing my head.

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i kept laughing making this chapter. :/