𝚑𝚒𝚐𝚑 𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚕 𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚛 // billie eilish

part nine

syd

8:30pm

i re-wrapped my shoulder and my now my arm is stiff. i literally feel like a barbie doll right now.

billie invited me to a get together tonight and i dont wanna go because im scared to meet new people or be around them.

i walked out to my car and put some weed and cocaine in the glovebox. i then left. if i get caught ill never hear the end of it from billie.

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i sat at the bench with my head using my jacket as a pillow. i heard honking and looked up. it was billie. she waved be over there so i got up.

"what eilish" i said. "sorry what?" billie said. "nothing, what did you call me over here for" i asked. "i was gonna tell you to follow me to this place" she said. i nodded and told her ill follow her.

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we were at a red light and a cop chase flew by us. common thing around here.

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i pulled into the driveway after billie did. she got out and waited for me by her car.

"i know im slow" i said closing the car door.

we walked in the house and there werent many people here as i thought there would be.

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"why don't we play a game" billie said smirking. billie pulled out the "sex positions" game. "why that game billie" finneas said. billie just shrugged.

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"doggy style" i said. finneas and claudia stood up and positioned in doggy style. i was laughing my ass off and i didnt know why. "alright, syd and billies turn" finneas said.

he rolled the dice and spoke "cowgirl" he said looking at billie. billie started laughing. "can i at least sit on the couch" i asked. "sure" claudia said.

i put my drink down on the table and sighed. i leaned back and closed my eyes.

i was scared because of what my father has done to me.

but its different now. i actually trust someone who wont touch me or anything.

"go on billie" vinny said. vinny was the host i guess. she took a huge sigh and stood up.

my heart started beating faster every time she took a step.

she looked me in my eyes.. and sat on my lap. this ain't so bad. "now for the other dice" finneas said. i forgot about the other dice. he rolled the dice and just stared at it. the other dice was movement or place your hands in a certain place.

"billie, you either jump up and down your put your hands on her waist" he said.

i felt pain in my shoulder and ribs now that im moving.

billie was debating on what to do.

billie decided to put her hands on my waist. she didnt apply pressure, thank god.

she looked me in my eyes and laughed.

after a minute was up she hopped off of me.

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i sat back on couch waiting for finneas to tell billie what to do. again. "layer cake" he said. i coughed. "what" i said. he shrugged. "now for movement" fin said rolling the nice.

"uh, either you two kiss or lose the round" he said. "uhm" billie and i said. i saw billie smirk a little bit.

"ill take the chance" i said. finneas threw me a pillow to rest my head on. i sighed again and laid down.

billie walked over and crawled on me. i was taking deep breaths trying not to freak out.

is billie really about to kiss me?

she gave me a look asking if it was okay. i nodded, which was a mistake.

she looked me in my eyes then to my lips.

is this okay?

she took a sigh and kissed me.

it feels.. different.

billie move her hands for more balance.

whats this feeling?

i moved my hands to billies ribs then her lower back.

"times up" finneas said. "y'all really are in it to win" he said after. "yeah" billie said sitting up, still on me too.

"you know, your comfortable to lay on" billie said to me. "i am?" i said in questionable way. she nodded.

"may i, uh" bill said point at me. "by all means" i said. billie laid back down on me.

the hell am i getting myself into.

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i guess were crashing here tonight.

billie and i moved to a bed while claudia and finneas took the couch. its a futon i think.

billie was snuggled up into my side and i had my arm around her. finneas walked in with a bigger blanket and covered us up. "thanks" i whispered. "your welcome" he said walking out and closing the door.

even though i was in pain a lot, i enjoyed it.

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