The diary of secrets ( A heejake ff )

1. New Year New Me

Jakes pov:

Monday 28 february 2020 

Dear Diary

There once lived  a boy named Sim Jaeyun and a boy called Lee Heeseung. They got married and lived happily ever after. The end.

How I wish that's how my life went... I've been crushing on Heeseung for over 3 years now, 3 GOD DAMN YEARS!!! You'd think I would've gotten over him by now but no, he somehow always seems to have me liking him 10x more than before! Its not like he doesn't know who I am. He's seen me around school campus a few times... well I think he has. Its usually me just staring at him but  I'm sure there's been a time when its the other way round right. RIGHT???

My friends Sunoo and Jungwon. They say I'm obsessed and every time we talk I'm like 'Heeseung this, Heeseung that' Who are they to talk??? I've seen the way sunoo looks at Niki and Jungwons always asking me to introduce him to my step brother Jay. I swear Jay likes Jungwon too but there both too oblivious to notice. Maybe if I introduce Jay to Jungwon, he might do the same for me and hee! If he did that I would nominate him for the best (step) brother award. At least i'm not like those girls who go crazy every time Heeseung walks along the corridor. I on the other hand can keep my cool. Anyways I've gotta go, Jays calling me down for breakfast and shouting that we can't be late for school. So this is me signing off baii!! 

JAKES POV:

" JAKE IF YOU DON'T GET DOWN HERE THIS INSTANT ILL EAT YOUR- " I slapped him before he could finish his sentence " I'm here now happy? If you don't shut up you'll anger the whole neighbourhood, you already know they don't like us! " I replied shaking my head.                                " Owwwww my beautiful head " Jay whined as he sat down to finish his glass of orange juice.         I rolled my eyes while taking a bite out of my toast. Today was the first day back and I was not looking forward to it. The school emailed all the students saying that dorms will now be put in place for those who are over the age of 15. I just hoped I was with Jungwon and Sunoo otherwise the next couple of months are gonna be hell. "So are you finally over your gigantic crush on Heeseung?" Jay asked calmly. "Yes actually. I've come to realise that he's not worth it and i can find someone who's much better and will actually acknowledge my existence" I answered smoothly. Jay only sighed and shook his head slowly. He knew i was lying but I'm guessing he didn't want to continue talking about Heeseung. He glanced at his watch and stood up from his chair                      "Come on, we better get going if we don't want to be late" he spoke. I nodded my head silently, grabbed my bag and headed out the door.

As we reached the entrance of the school me and Jay parted ways. He went off to his group of friends: Niki, Sunghoon and (the hottest one there) Heeseung. I slightly glanced their way only to see them all in a huddle looking really suspicious. I raised one eyebrow but soon brushed the odd feeling away and walked to my friends. "Jake hyung! How are you?" Sunoo asked. "I'm doing good thanks! Still a little tired but apart from that all good! What about you?" I replied. Sunoo's once cheery expression has now been replaced with a cold icy one. I tilted my head in confusion while Jungwon silently sighs. Before I could ask what was the matter Jungwon starts to talk "There's a rumour going around that Niki apparently likes a girl in his science class called Hyo-son" Jungwon starts "And as we all know our sunoo here has a GIANT crush on Niki-" "I DO NOT!!" Sunoo intervenes "Then why are you so upset then?" Jungwon questions while smirking slightly.  "I-i-um ugh you so annoying Yang Jungwon" Sunoo stated while crossing his arms and pouting. I couldn't help but laugh at the scene infront of me. Little did i know, someone was watching me ever so carefully in the distance...

A/N: okay so that's chaper 1. hoped you liked it! I have no idea when the next update will be but ill try to make it asap .Well that's all from me so baiii   

N.B