The diary of secrets ( A heejake ff )

9. Real sweet, but I wish you were sober

The bottles first prey was Jay. He signed silently and hastily picked a truth out of the hat. "What was your biggest childhood fear?" He read aloud. This time, his sign was audible. "Its stupid..." He muttered under his breath. " Either answer the question or take a shot! " Niki said sounding impatriont . 

 "Ok geez. I'll say it." Jay took a deep breath. " I used to have a fear of dogs" the room was silent for a second. "Seriously? That's what you were scared to say?" Sunghoon replied, holding in his laughter. " Jay playfully slapped his arm. " I thought you'd all laugh and say it's stupid! " Jay replied. " I used to be afraid of dogs, so I can relate. " Sunoo shrugged.

 "Anyways.. Let's continue!" Niki said, as he spun the bottle again. The bottle came to a holt in front of jungwon. His eyes widened in shock before reaching for the hat. "What movie or show is your guilty pleasure?" He read. Jungwons blush started to creep up his neck. " I'm gonna take a shot" he reached for the shot glass while chuckling awkwardly.

 "Oh come on, it can't be that." Niki said rolling his eyes a bit. Jungwon quickly downs the shot before reply. "Guess it really was that bad..." Sunghoon mutters to Jay, which makes them both chuckle. The game continiues on for half an hour of so. Either soemone is taking a shot, answering a truth or doing a crazy dare. One thing for sure, everyone is black out drunk.

well maybe not everyone... Jake was consistently alternating from water to alcohol which kept him somewhat sober throughout the night. "I WANT MARSHMALLOWS" Niki kept shouting, obviously wasted. "Someone get this kid marshmallows, hes annoying the shit outta me" Jay says playing with the hair of sunghoon ad jungwon as their heads are laid on either side of his lap.  "Im not a kid" Niki mutters while pouting. 

"Jake...jake..." someone whispers. Jake turns his heads around the room to see this owner of the voice is Heeseung. "What is it hyung?" Jake replies. "Remember on the first day of school when you were at the gate?" Heeseung says drunkenly. Jake hums a yes. "I thought you looked really cute heheh" 

Red. jakes whole face was slowly getting redder by the second. Heeseung hyung thought i looked cute? He was , quite literally, lost for words. "urm thanks?" he replies, not really knowing how to react to the complement. "One more thing..." heeseung continues. "I still think you look really cute now" That did it for jake. his face was now redder than jungwons last hair dying session. 

hes drunk jake thought. He doesn't really mean all this. Jake sighed. "Your drunk hyung, you should probably get some rest." Too late. Heeseung was already out like a light. Jake chuckled quietly. He stood up and grabbed a thin quilt and put it over heeseung so he wouldn't get cold. 

Nikis head was bobbing up and down. He was falling in and out of sleep, trying his best to stay awake. Sunoo on the other hand was the reason Niki wasn't asleep yet as Nikis head was somehow always finding its way to his shoulder. "Niki wake up" he mumbled to the tired boy. "I don't wanna" the latter replied. "Let me sleep here please..." Niki tils his head slightly so he can now able to make eye contact with the older

Now who is Sunoo to resist those puppy eyes? "Fine, only for a bit though" Niki smiles while placing his head back in its original position. Sunoos shoulder. 

Jay was finding it pretty hard to fall asleep. Two heads on his lap making him go nubb and this unconfortable position he was in right now. Not to mention he had a throbbing headache. He gently pats the two boys on his leg to wake them up. "Whats up jay?" Jungwon asks softly yawning slightly. "Yeah, you ok?" Sunghoon continues. "your making my legs go numb" he whines. 

"Soryyy" they both reply, slowly moving off jays legs. Now Jay is the only one of the three sitting up. "Come lie down jay, we don't want you to have a bad back in the morning do we?" Sunghoon says between yawns. Jay hums in agreement. He carefully shifts himself so that he is now in between the two boys. 

Although his eyes feel lie their about to shut any instant Jake can't seem to fall asleep. He can't seem to get the things Heeseung said to him out of his head.

"One more thing...I still think you look really cute now..."

If Heeseung were sober right now there's no way in hell he would say something like that to Jake ever. He doesn't see Jake in that way. He jus thinks of him as a little brother. But what if he doesn't? How does that saying go?

 Drunk statements are sober thoughts. 

sorry for any mistakes or speling errors