Waking Up

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I feel so hazy as I come to.
I realise that I'm in a hospital.
"Get- get me out of here!"
Kim wakes up and tired to calm me down.
I try to rip my iv out of my arm so Tracey holds me down.
"Get off!"
I whine.
The doctors come in.
"We can't sedate her again so our only option is to restrain her"
"No! No!"
I cry as I swat their hands away.
I cling to my wrists since they're stitched and they hurt.
"Her heart rate is spiking , she could possible go into cardiac arrest so just let her calm down."
Tracy tells us.
"Leave....leave"
I cry as Will fixes my IV.
He leaves and I sob.
Kim sits at the bottom of my bed.
Tracey leaves because she has to get back to work.
"Tell everyone what's happened"
She whispers to her
She nods and she leaves.
Kim watches as I look away from her.
"Baby...why did you do that?"
I eventually look at her
"I had to. The voices told me to do it so...I did"
She nods
"Do you have these voices often?"
"All the time"
I admit.
"Oh honey"
"I can't...I can't remember anything that happened"
"You were unconscious in the locker room. Trace called an ambulance. Y-You flatlined baby. I thought you were dead"
"I'm- I'm so sorry baby"
I cling to her as we both cry.
She rubs my back
"Don't be sorry. This is your way of coping. I'm gonna be here for you no matter what"
I nod slightly and I snuggle into her.
I end up falling asleep

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