Only Love Can Hurt Like This...

Chapter 1

When Danil dropped Kim off and told him he made the right decision, Kim wasn't sure about that.... Right decisions are not supposed to feel like you have scorched your heart.. It's not supposed to be physically painful as well..

He went up to his condo... he felt void... empty... squeezed of all emotions... when Day left... he cried... screamed... wanted him back..

But Now.. Kamol hurt Kim in a way he never believed possible.. he claimed to trust him... and then threw him away... like... like a fuck toy... not even threw him away... he ignored his existence...one moment he was his love... the other... he... was no more... nothing..

He couldn't accept his past with Day but ... he accepted Kamol with all his past lovers and Danil who has been toying with him for Days in their own house

Kim shivered... the thought.... He was used... and once he ran his value... once his defects had shown... he was dumbed... without... without even a word...

At least Day had the courtesy to say it..

Kim sighed... there was not much in the condo anyway.... He had been living in The house for so long... all his belongings were there.. but he really didn't want any of it..

He didn't want anything to remind him of that.. didn't want any memories from that place...

Kim knew that if he stayed in the Condo... Kamol would know where to find him... and he couldn't take it anymore... the entire city felt like it was closing in on him...

He must leave... it felt like if he didn't leave.... If he doesn't get out of here he would tear himself apart... he felt tinted.. used... how foolish of him to think that Kamol can accept him and his past..

First thing first, he called his parents... Danil had threatened him with his parents ... when his mom asked if he was alright... he said yes in a flat voice... he didn't feel anything anymore... he was numb.. everything that could have gone wrong... did go wrong... everything was lost.

He told them.... He was going away for a while... he still has no idea where... but he will make sure to let them know...

He asked them not to worry... there's nothing to worry about... there's nothing left to worry about

The next phone call was to May... he asked May to consider him on a long leave... and to only contact him by emails from now on... he will dispose of this phone line...

May was worried "what happened to you ? where are you going?"

"Never mind.... I have to leave... Somewhere.... Anywhere but here"

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Kamol has summoned Day to his office... he felt raw... possessive.... He wanted to get to the bottom of this...

He sent Kim to Day.... With his own hands

And Day has been the one that hurt Kim... he just wished that he had ... could explain to Kim...

Kim came earlier and the conversation was awful if it can even be called a conversation ... he cried... he threw it in his face... Told Kamol that he is a liar...

"I trusted you... but you didn't trust me in return... and now you are bored and disposing of me..."

He left... and Kamol... didn't know what to do anymore... he wanted to tell him that he doesn't care... that he really doesn't care about the past... but the words escaped him...

Ivan saw the encounter..

"My brother's doings ??"

Kamol nodded...