Oh my this is the time that i got so nervous about meeting them. I heard so much footsteps. They all came downstairs and who i didn't see.
STRAY KIDS!!!! The boys girls warned me about. Oh my god i'm gonna die, I don't like this. I wanna go homeee...
After maybe five minutes Felix came back with something in his hand. He came closer and it was. INJECTION!!Oh got what did i put myself into.. I hate injection!!!
Me:No no no no no no no can i get the pill please?
I said with afraid voice.
Felix: To late sis you are making us do this. You have to take something to feel better and if you don't want the pills then you have no other choice than this.
He said and was still coming closer to the bed. I tried to get up but Hyunjin stoped me and pulled me back do bed. Then Hyunjin grab my arm and pulled my t-shirt up to where my shoulder was. I tried to but it was difficult to get out of his grip. Then Felix held my head with one hand and injected my shoulder with the other. I was crying because this is the thing i hate the most.
Felix: We're done so next time you should choose the pills.
He said and got out of my room.
Hyunjin: Ught don't cry it was nothing.
He said with annoyed voice.
Me: Can you leave please?
Hyunjin: Okay if you said so.
He said and left. Then it was only me here. I wish for my mother to come back.
That day i didn't do anything important. I was just laying in my bed and reading or watching tiktok's.
NEXT MORNING
I woke up and went to my washroom. I took a quick shower and did my morning routine. Then i went to my wardrobe to get something to wear.
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I really wanted something comfy. I went down to the kitchen and all eyes were on me.
Chan: Were are you going?
Me: To school?
Chan: No your not going.
Me: WHY?!
I yelled i but because i didn't want to miss any tests.
Minho: Your sick remember?
Me: But i feel better now!!
After i said that Seungmin came to me and touched my forehead.
Seungmin: She still have a fever.
He said with calm voice.
Me: No i don't your just way to dramatic.
I rolled my eyes and without saying anything i went to the doors from outside and start putting my shoes on.
When i had both of my shoes on i wanted to open the door when somebody blocked the door.
Me: YAH! JUST LET ME GO!!
Chan: Haven't you listen to us?! You need to listen!!
Me: But i can't miss any of my exams! I don't have really good grades so i need to get A!
I said with annoyed and angry voice.
Chan: I don't care you still have a fever! I don't want you to collapse somewhere!
Me: I won't collapse!
Jisung: YOUR NOT GOING ANYWHERE!!!!!!!
He yelled at me. I was so mad at them ugh.
Me: Peace of shit.
I said and then i remembered that i cannot swear. Shit shit shit.
Jisung: What did you said!?
Me: Nothing.
Jisung: YOU CANNOT SWEAR IN THIS HOUSE!?!!?!
He yelled at i got little scared. I really fucked up.
Chan: One week without school.
Me: WHAT YIU CANT JUST DO THIS!!!!!!
Oh got i was so pissed. I had tears in my eyes.
Chan: Now go to your room, Minho is going to be here with you. And if you are going to do this scene again then you are going to be HOMESCHOOLED!!
He said with the last part yelling. I didn't said anything and just ran to my room with my eyes full of tears. After i closed the door i just sat on my bed and cried... My head was full of thoughts again. I didn't know what to do. Why are they always acting differently. One hour they are so lovely and carrying and the next hour they are complete opposite. I looked at my desk and saw lighter. Oh god. I quickly said to myself because I knew what was coming. I stand up and grab the lighter. I sat to the conner of room. I took my pants off and start burning myself.... I knew it was a bad idea but i didn't knew it was THAT kind of bad idea.
