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Chapter 3 ~

Seunghyun ~ 

"Oh! Hyung finally you're back!" 

Seungri said happily. Is he really that excited to see me?

"No. Actually I'm leaving."

"Leaving? Ah! what is your schedule for today? Daesung and I have a guesting in a tv show then Seungri is --- "

Youngbae said. Looks like they don't get it.

"Im leaving for real. I'm going to stay on my own house."

"What? But it's far from our company right?"

"Yeah. You're right Daesung but I have my car so i think I can manage."

"Does Jiyong aware about this?"

Youngbae said.

"Does he needs to know?"

"Of course hyung he's our leader remember?" Seungri 

"Whatever. He'll find it out for sure. We're roommates remember?"

I said in a sarcastic tone.

"Guys i think we have to go." Daesung

"Its your decision hyung. Just take care of yourself. Don't forget to eat your food on time, don't take a bath when its late, drink a lot of water --- " Seungri

"C'mon Seungri! You're not his mother! We're leaving hyung see you on our concert." Youngbae

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Jiyong ~

Argh! My head is aching! Tsk .What's going on Jiyong! This is not you! So pathetic .

But suddenly I noticed something or should I say someone. Wait, It's him. Seunghyun is back.

"S-seunghyun? You're back!"

I walked towards him. He's busy fixing his things. Wait what's going on?

"Why are you packing your things? Do you have any schedule abroad?"

"No."

"Then why?"

"Isn't it obvious? I'm leaving. I'm going to stay in my own house."

Oh no! I didn't expect this. Maybe this is because of--

"Is this because of me?"

"Oh c'mon Jiyong! Not everything is all about you." 

He said with an irritated tone.

"Then tell me the exact reason!"

"I don't have to!"

"Of course you do!"

"Why should I?"

"Because we're a group! And I'm the leader as a leader it is my obligation to know everything that my members are doing , I need to take care of them, to protect them!"

"Does falling in love to your member is also included in your-so-called leader's obligation ??!!"

He shouted in front of me. I was taken a back.

"So I'm right this is about me? about us?"

" Yes! this is all about you! But us? I can't remember anything about us Jiyong."

"L-look Seunghyun! You don't have to do this. If you want I can share a room with Youngbae. he won't mind.  You don't have to leave. I know this is all my fault . If its awkward you can just ignore me -- "

"THAT! That's also one of the reason why I'm leaving ! I'm tired of your drama Jiyong  Of course we both know that this is your fault. But stop acting like an idiot! Especially in front of me! You're so proud being a leader right? then start acting like one. How can I obey you if you look like that huh? I'm leaving so that you can fix your self! Bring G-Dragon back! And for God's sake stop telling me that you love me because we both know that I CANT LOVE YOU BACK... "

And with that he left. I'm speechless . It feels like my heart have been stubbed for 50 times I guess! It hurts. Really hurts . I didn't went to any of my schedules for today. I locked my self in my room and drunk a bottle of beer, I don't know the exact number but I know I had drunk a lot.

I'm starting to hate myselfI Stupid Jiyong! You're such an idiot! Of all the people! Why it should be Seunghyun ? Why??!!

"Argh!! I hate myself for loving you this much hyung ! "

Then I ended the voice mail and enjoyed my beer. why life is so unfair? Its so ironic that we still love those person who hate us. Our heart is just a part of our body but why we can't control it? It feels like there's another person living inside of me.