Love Is Not For Me

Part 12

A/N:- 18+(If you are not adult enough then please skip this part).
This is my first time writing something about smut so It's definitely not too good but I'll improve by time & though this post is slightly smut.

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Hope you can understand the feelings a writer feels.

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It was raining outside,off season rain we must say.
He was looking at the glass in his hand but his mind was somewhere else,
"Why? JUST WHY??"He shouted & threw the glass infront of the picture,it was a painting, once he did it and now he destroyed it.
"Why is this-"he couldn't finish the word because of the pain in his heart,his eyes were blood red and tears were continuously flowing.

"No no... everyone is same, they all are FUCKING WHORE" his voice vibrated in the whole room, dangerously.
"I can't let them play with me, never!"he said, more like trying to make himself understand.
He was confused,hurt,mad & more.

After Y/N leaving his suite , his mind started to fill with the thought of her & what he was exactly feeling & doing for her,he didn't want to feel that way,he hated it now, the feelings.
He locked himself in his room for the whole day,he didn't talk to anyone even with Jimin, they were use to his anger but not with his silence.
It was 10:30pm & he was still not responding to anyone, finally Jimin came & started to bang his door and when he didn't answer he opened the door with another key,he went inside hurriedly & saw Taehyung was sitting on the chair,the room was mess.

"Tae what is this?"he looked at Taehyung and then the room & specially that painting which was destroyed by Taehyung.
Jimin was afraid even before seeing his condition and now he was more afraid for him, what happened suddenly?why he was acting this way?!he was thinking.
"Tae what happened?hey tell me"Jimin held Taehyung's cheeks with his both hands and made him look at him, Taehyung's vulnerable side was aware to him but this time something more was there, something that was hurting him more this time.
Taehyung shooked his head left then right
"No I'll stop it, I have to!"he said & stood up.
"Tae what happened please tell me, please!"Jimin pleaded,he couldn't see him in this connection,he was confused totally.

Taehyung looked at him and said
"How dare she,how can she made me feel like this"he said looking at Jimin and continued"She have to pay!"
Jimin was more confused now,who was he talking about?
"Who Tae? Jimin asked & wait for him to say something.
"That girl Y/N!she is playing with my mind!"he said in a angry voice.

"What did she do?"Jimin asked & Taehyung said everything about that night in club to him kissing her.
Jimin was shocked at first then he was smiling.
"What?why are you smiling?!"Taehyung said with the same angry voice.
"So you like her!oh finally someone is he-"he was stopped by Taehyung in the middle
"No!she is just a play thing to me understand!"he said more like said to herself.
"Tae there is nothing wrong in liking someone & I am happy that finally you are-"again Taehyung cutted him off in the middle.
"Are you fucking stop your bulshit!"he said & grabbed his phone to call someone.

"Taehyung you are not -"Jimin was saying but Taehyung's call made him stop.

"Hola papi"sound from the another side of the phone was heard by both of men.
"I'm coming"Taehyung said and cut the call without even listening the reply.
"Where are you going"Jimin stopped him but he was not in a mood to listen to anyone,he looked at Jimin,
"Where I love to go"he said with sarcasm & left from there leaving Jimin with thousand of thoughts, Jimin wanted to stop him knowing where he was going but he didn't stopped him,maybe he also wanted the answer of his question & that what Taehyung used to do,so what's the difference now?
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Tow people were kissing each other, roughly,no love,no passion, only lust and anger.

"Ah da-"She screamed because of the pain in her lower lip, but still he didn't stop.
"Daddy yo- ah you are hurting me" she said in her Spanish accent

"I need You!"Taehyung said more like order & continued eating her jaw then neck leaving dark purplish marks.

"I'm yours!"She said with a seductive voice but he didn't give that even a fuck,he just needed her for now,say it using or giving himself to her,he really didn't care about that.

She was laying naked and he was fully dressed,her fingers were moving it's way to his shirt's button but before she do anything he stopped her by saying,
"No more foreplay today"her face became pale in fare.

"It will hurt "she managed to say,

"I fucked you thousands of times,so you are loose enough to not to hurt & about foreplay, you are already dripping only just by my phone call ",he said with a smirk and she made a fake innocent face.

He got on his knees and unblocked his pant's chain and slided it to his lower thigh,
She was looking at him seductively spreading her legs,her lower part was throbbing only to get his attention.
"Come here"he said & she followed obediently, she looked at his d#ck with hungry eyes,she took it in her hand and he closed his eyes,her tongue licked the tip of it & put it in her mouth like it was her favourite lollipop,

He closed his eyes only to see those innocent eyes, there was a girl,it was her,Y/N and then the flashback of their kiss came to his mind.

Suddenly he threw her on the bed and went out leaving that needy girl on the bed.
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~Next morning ~

"Y/N we have to go"Selena said folding the blanket which was one the floor,
"Hey!are you okay?"she concerned looking at Y/N laying on the bed wrapping the comforter fully,
"Selena I- I'm not coming with you today, please manage it"she said in a weak voice.
"Wait have you caught cold!"Selena came to her and checked her but she was fine.
"It's not about cold, I'm not feeling well"Y/N said & she understood as Y/N was not really someone who finds excuses to not go to work.

"Okay... but will you be fine or should we go to the doctor t-"Selena was saying but Y/N stopped her
"I'm fine just want to take some rest, you go & we have to leave tomorrow early morning so it's better if I don't get sick before that"she said & Selena nodded.
"Call me if you need anything, okay!"Selena said more like ordered & Y/N nodded and Selena went out from there leaving Y/N with her thoughts.

She didn't want to face him,at least not now,it was not right what she felt with him,it couldn't be continue, this is what she thought.
After coming back from there she was totally lost in his thoughts,her body was there but mind was somewhere else.
"Why?!why did he kissed me!" from yesterday she asked this question more than hundred or more times,

"I have to stop it, I can't feel that way,no... I have to be professional & it was normal for him, yeah"she said to herself.

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Oh gosh! finally I wrote it! I'm tittle shy YK 😂🌚.

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After 2days my clg will start so again busy but I want to continue this story with another things I do in my life, I just need few motivation that only my readers can give me.

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