Love Is Not For Me

Part 15

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Rosey and Ayan was waiting for Y/N & Selena as they came back one day before them.

It's been a week & Taehyung used to text her daily but she rarely got time to reply him,he could understand her as almost after a month she came back to her country and it's normal to be busy but only he knew how much hard it was to live without her presence around cause every corner of that room reminded him of her and even he himself felt her presence with him all the time... call it imagination or hallucination he didn't really care.

He was also going back to South Korea, his own country, after that he would be busy too so he decided to call Y/N,he was carving to listen her so bad,he was amazed & shocked at the same time at his own behaviour,he smiled sometimes remembering her, sometimes became emotional and sometimes felt like crazy,he himself can feel the madness that was increasing day by day. zoom

"Take some rest".
Y/N saw the text sent by Taehyung,it was not that she didn't miss him but first of all she was busy & second she didn't want to rush, she wanted a relationship real one and for that she had to control her emotions,

"Yupp"she replied and felt happy & emotional at the same time,it was overwhelming to feel that way for him and with him.

Y/N was making coffee for herself as she need it after a long hectic day, after taking shower she ate something light then after a hour she was making coffee for herself.
She poured  the cup with hot coffee and sat on the couch siping it, suddenly her phone started to ring she looked at the number & she felt like the happiest person in the world,
"Hello"She received the call, but no reply from opposite side,

"Hello Taehyung?"She asked worriedly, now she was dying to hear him but still there were  silence.

"I know you are there...are you angry with me?"She asked softly thinking the possibility.

"Okay if you don't want to talk to me then I'm disconnecting this call" She said angrily only to hear him laughing softly,
"So you are there" Y/N said rolling her eyes,
"I just wanted to listen you... I was feeling like I would die if I don't listen your voice" he said softly and listening his voice Y/N became emotional,she didn't know what she was finding but something was hollow in her & listening him she felt like becoming complete.

"I can't see tears in your eyes, it's better you are not infront of me but still don't cry" he said to her calmly smiling.

"I missed you" She finally said,he didn't reply anything, just listened to her.

"Maybe you are thinking that I'm avoiding you but I..."She stopped talking & started to cry.
She was not the type of girl who liked to show her vulnerability.

"I can understand, I know it's hard and complicated, I never thought anything in that way" he said calmly.
"Now tell me when are you coming to me?"He asked to make her feel easy,she smiled listening him.

"When company will allow me"She said playfully.

"Uuu where is your manager, I have to take to her"he said playfully.

"If she gets to know then I'm gonna be in trouble"she said laughing.

"Then she should know"Taehyung said teasingly.

"Yeah say her then I'll be free from you"she said & laughed but after few seconds she realised that he was not saying anything.

"Taehyung wh-"he didn't let her finish,"Don't even think about it again"he said seriously.

"Tae I didn't mean to hurt you"she said regretting,
"I didn't imprison you that you have to be free from me,here I'm the one who is imprisoned by your thoughts every second!"he said,now she was worried & felt bad about saying that though she was shocked that he'll react on this.

"And I'm not hurt, I'm just saying you that I don't want you to feel forced or imprisoned around me or being with me"he said this time softly.

"Sorry" she said & he was sure that she was crying.
"Do you want me to come to you right now?"he asked & she stopped crying silently & became confused.

"What!"she replied shockingly & he smiled.
"My baby stop crying or I have to go to you and your manager will beat me for sure" he said & she started to laugh cryingly.

"You! I'll beat you not her"She said & he started to laugh, "Awwwwww I'll be waiting"he said babying her knowing she'll get angry. Rest of the night they talked to eachother, laughing, crying, teasing eachother till the dawn.
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After few days,Y/N was in her company and Ayan was with her,

"So what is cooking between him and you"Ayan asked sitting beside ,Y/N immediately looked at him and then looked away.

"What ar-"Ayan didn't let her finish,"I know everything now will you tell me or let Selena find out before me?"he said & Y/N looked at him shockingly.

"Ayan..."she said hesitantly,

"Huh... I'm listening" Ayan said with a serious face,he was enjoying teasing her.

"We are more than friends but we don't really have a name to say you what we are exactly"Y/N said to her bestfriend.Ayan listened to her though he knew it all.

"Wait only you know or anyone else too?"Y/N asked looking at Ayan with big eyes .

"Only me for now"Aayn said & Y/N took a breathe of relief.

"Y/N you are aware of him & his habits right?"Ayan asked worriedly looking at Y/N.
Y/N confusingly looked at him and then her face changed a little into fear.

"What do you mean?"She asked Ayan,and pray for an unknown thing to be wrong.

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Maybe this part could be little boring but don't worry, I said before, that it'll be a ride of rollercoaster 🤗

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