I am trap!
Where I can't find an answer
If do I need one? Or should I protect myself?
Being in solitude is kind of lonely yet addicting.
Sometimes, I found myself desiring to have one.
but when it's already there, there's one.
I'm afraid, anxious, and observant.
Independence is alluring.
Am I definitely maturing?
If yes, then I have to endure this pain despite my confusion.