Getting to know me in my shituation
I think you are just in a level of infatuation.
that lingers you to have an inspiration.
I know that you're not into me.
Cause I can tell that your feelings towards me is only sympathy.
And it makes me happy that you care about me.
I appreciate your effort and interest in me.
It really makes me twitterpated and in love with you.
I want you but I am not yet in a proper state of mind.
Due to the Inferiority complex that I have
That makes me uncomfortable with a person that has a stable life.
whom I want to be with even in the present times.
But I guess I have to be alone from now.
To be able to think and decide about the future that I want.
but I want you to know that meeting you already is really a big help.
My aromantic self is gradually filling again with romance.
The bitter world that I made for myself, has a sudden tolerance.
such spoiling myself to seek the love that I'm longing for.
Your presence makes me have an eagerness to prove something.
and you also become one of the reasons why I badly want to reach my dream.
I can't tell you my words, that's why I'll just bury it in my words of realm.
