Zech Chartreuse

09

ASUL POV;

I wish I never experience the pain. Para kapag naaalala ko hindi ganun kasakit. Yung tipo ng sakit na akala mo tapos na, pero kapag naaalala mo unti-unti ka ulit wawasakin hanggang sa wala na matira sa'yo.

I also I never experience the betrayal so if ever someone come to my life, I won't spent the lifetime building a barriers to protect myself.

"Do you have a friend?" I asked him.

Kasalukuyan kami nanonood ng Netflix movie. I secretly clenched my fist knowing the guy besides me is a killer. I need to pretend that I love him to get his trust. In that way, I will have my revenge.

Agad niya ako

He smiled bitterly to my question. Marahan niyang pinulupot ang braso niya sa aking beywang.

"I used to have a best friend until he betrayed me. You know what is the hardest part about betrayal? The trauma dwelling in that agony. After the betrayal you won't never be the same again. You will stop believing in friendship, you will be doomed. The trauma will never healed. That's the ugliest part of of friendship." he sounded in pain. Ang mga mata niya ay namumungay at bakas sa boses niya ang sobrang sakit.

His glance screams in trauma and agony that no one will ever fix.

Hinaplos ko ang kanyang panga. "You never tried to trust again?"

"After the great betrayal, you will unconsciously built a wall to protect yourself. Am I being to harsh if I only want to protect myself from getting wounded?"

I want to be mad, he is a killer and all the pain he went through he deserve every piece of it. But somehow, I want to believe that maybe those suffering make him evil.

Because when we're severely hurt we tend to hurt others. To ease to burden o to let them know that we are suffering.

Ako? It's either I will punished myself or hurt people around me. Minsan ang sakit masyado nakakabulag, masyado nakakadurog.

I'm not validating his crime, and I still despise him.

"The world is not kind as you think, Reighn. Minsan sa sobrang lupit nito, kailangan mo maging halimaw para ma-protektahan ang sarili mo at ang mga tao mahalaga sa'yo. The world turn me into this." may hinanagpis sa kanyang boses.

I faced him. "But its your decision."

Nangdilim ang kanyang mga mata na binalingan ako. "If you only know."

Inilagay niya ang gitnang daliri niya sa aking labi. He's eyes are cold and screams in anger. "Shhh, honey. You have no right to question my suffering and what I need to do to survive," he darkly said.

Unti-unti ako tumango. Hinila niya ang braso ko at pinahiga ako sa malambot niyang kama.

"If you can't accept my dark side, leave. But if you can tolerate me, I will give you the world." he gently lay me down in the bed.

He went to my top and started to kiss my collarbone. Ang mainit niyang hininga ay kumikiliti sa aking balat.

"Zech," daing ko ng mas diniin niya ang sarili niya sa akin. Ramdam ko ang pagkagising ng inaalagaan niyang sandata sa baba.

He groaned when I tried to push him but it only cause a different sensation.

"Be a good girl," he said full of authority. Marahan niyang kinagat ang tainga ko na mas napa-traydor sa aking katawan. He is back in kissing me around my neck and collarbone. Hanggang sa maramdaman ko na lang ang init na hatid ng paghalik niya.

"Zech," daing ko nang hindi siya humihinto sa ginagawa niya.

He's move become more possessive and wild.