The Blue Car [Minsung]

《 21 》

Minho POV ••• ᓚᘏᗢ

Minho was about to fall asleep when he got a call. He sat up and grabbed his phone, answering it without bothering to check the caller id.

"Hello?"

"Minnie!" he heard Keiko say from the other side.

"You sure you don't want to come back to Japan with me? There's still time," she asked.

"Yeah, I'm sure," Minho replied blatantly.

"Why are you doing this?" Keiko started, "I thought you loved me!"

"We were dating for barely a month, you can't truly love someone in short of a time," Minho argued back.

"Well...I loved you! I thought you liked me too, but I guess I wasn't enough for you."

"Keiko-"

"You know what Minho?" Keiko asked, but she didn't wait for answer. "Since you love that boy so much, you can go be with him!"

"Keiko," Minho said. "What the hell are you talking about?"

"That boy you talked to when you picked me up for work! J.One! He was my boss, until he got me fired."

"Kei-"

"God! Don't even try to defend yourself. I saw how you looked at him. How come you never looked at me like that? Was I not enough for you?"

Minho just sighed.

"Minho, we are done! Goodbye, and I hope to never talk to you again!" Keiko practically screamed before ending the call.

Minho fell back onto the sheets, tossing his phone to the foot of the bed.

He felt bad for Keiko, she didn't deserve to be stuck with Minho. He thought he had liked her, but the more they progressed into the relationship, the more Minho realised that he didn't return her feelings.

He didn't hurt like he thought he would. Keiko was his first relationship in three years, but he never felt attached to her. Being totally honest, he never felt attached to any of his past girlfriends. They all felt like it was something he needed to have to feel complete, but he never felt like they were completing any part of him.

He never went too far with them, mostly because he felt uncomfortable. The most he ever did was kiss, and even that barely counted as passionate. The whole idea of being with a girl in that way made him sick for some reason. That was also why a lot of the girls in high school broke up with him. They wanted what he couldn't give.

Sometimes, he wondered if he was asexual, but he still wanted to have sex. Just not with any of the girls he's ever been with.

He decided to text someone about. He didn't want to stew forever on this, since he knew he wouldn't find an answer on his own.

So he texted the only person he thought could help him.

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fin du chapitre
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March 8, 2023

So, I'm alive.

I'm so sorry for missing updates, a lot has been happening with my friends, and updating totally slipped my mind.

The drama is ending, though, so regular updates will return soon!