The Blue Car [Minsung]

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Jisung POV ••• ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ༄

Jisung was freaking out, to say the least.

He had never been truly confident with his face and looks, even when he was accepted to become a trainee.

His biggest fear was that his fans would be disappointed in how he looked.

Chan and Changbin told him that he would be fine, but they always had girls coming up to them and asking them if they were idols. Or staff from other companies trying to recruit them into being trainees.

Jisung never had any of that. The only time someone had approached him was when he became a trainee, and that was years ago.

Suddenly, all of his weight and fear came crashing down on him, making him sit down against a wall back stage, curling his body into a small roly-poly like ball.

"-Sung? Jisung?" Chan called, walking into the hallway where Jisung was sitting on the floor. "Are you ready- oh."

The older immediately sat down on the floor next to Jisung and pulled him into a hug. Chan pulled back, and made Jisung look up at him. "What's wrong?" he asked.

"Nothing," Jisung answered trying to move away.

"Bullshit," Chan said, moving to hug Jisung again, this time even tighter. "Are you scared?"

"Yeah," Jisung said quietly, letting himself relax comfortably into the warm embrace. Chan gave the best hugs.

"Why?" Chan asked, lowering his voice to match Jisung's tone.

"I feel like our fans aren't going to like me or will be disappointed..." Jisung answered, his already quiet voice trailing off into silence as he waited for Chan to respond.

"There's nothing to worry about! And if fans are going to hate our music because of how we look, then maybe they shouldn't of been fans in the first place," Chan said, trying to raise Jisung's mood. "We're idols for a reason, and no one at this meet is going to hate us. They're our fans, and they're super excited to have us perform."

Jisung nodded, but he didn't move to stand up.

"Now, let's go get ready to perform!" Chan said as he pulled back from the hug and stood up, offering his hand to Jisung to help him up.

Jisung still wasn't 100% ready, but he knew that he could do it somehow. This concert was inevitable, and even though he had tried his hardest to prolong it, there was no point in making the wait last longer.

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fin du chapitre
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March 19, 2023

I forgot to mention this yesterday when I updated, but the friend I was hanging out with is a stay! He's a baby stay, and his biases are Felix and Hyunjin.

We went to a store that sells kpop stickers, and he got a bunch of skz ones, and I got a hyunsung sticker and a sticker of my favorite soloist!

We also traded pinterests and when I opened my app, it was all pictures of Lee Know 🤡

Here's my pinterest if any of yall want it :)