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Seb, please

Sebastiano loves cooking since he was three years old or something, his grandmother always makes him help when she prepared a cake or pasta.
That's the reason why he was so excited that his summer job is in a bakery. He will prepared pane and pizza every day, maybe sometimes he will decorate cake too or do the pastries.
On the other side of the street Felix hate working at the fruit seller but he need the job cause he need the money for his band, all the five of them was working hard for buy the new instruments and hope to find success in Milan next year. They don't know why they need to go to Milan but they all feel like is the right place.
Sebastiano notice Felix right away on his first day of work. If was the freckles or the long blonde hair, he can't tell, something he noticed was that the guy was probably the sun favorite cause everything around him looks shiny, his skin, his smile and even the slice of pizza he buy that morning.
Felix didn't really pay attention to the new guy on the bakery, he just go there sometimes when he want pizza as his lunch break.
Sebastiano hope that the shiny costumers was an usual, but he get disappointed. Utile the day he noticed that the blond guy actually worked on the fruit seller in front of him and that he past his lunch break eat in front of the shop sitting on the ground without any care. So Sebastiano start to doing that too but nothing catches Felix attention on daytime.
The first time Felix noticed Sebastiano was at night in a bar, a really luxurious one. Sebastiano was there for a birthday party and Felix and his band was there for making the music.
Felix noticed the only guy who was not wearing just a white shirt with a pair of jeans, no idea he was the same guy who eat in front of the bakery cover by flour.
Felix and Sebastiano talk for the first time that night. The second one noticed that the first didn't recognize him so he didn't say anything but feel a little disappointed, hurt in some kind. Why the shiny guy was paying attention to him that random night and not all the other day they was one in front of the other?
Felix was looking at the most beautiful thing he ever see is entire life. The curly black hair and the full lips, Felix was tremendously wishing for kiss that lips, but he doesen't knew if the guy was straight or not, he could end pretty bad if he start flirting with the wrong guy, he knows, it already happened to him.
So Felix was sad that night cause he never ask for the guy number, wandering if he will meet him again, and somehow craving pizza for the next day at work.
The morning after he goes in the bakery and get happy right in the spot, cause the guy from the night before was waiting for him to ask what he wants.
-It's you, Seb- Sebastiano was surprised, nobody call him Sab, his friend use his family name not his first one so he is not used to be called Seb. Wasn't only that the reason of his surprised but the fact that the shiny guy, who he now know his name was Felix, recognized him, and he was happy about it.
After buy his pizza Felix turn excited to Sebastiano.
-Maybe we can do the break together, if you don't mind?-
At the beginning was just lunch break, then Felix start to invite Sebastiano everywhere his band plays, and obviously the guy go everywhere Felix invite him and then the late night talks.
Sebastiano can't lie anymore, he liked Felix since his first day of job he have to tell him for his own health, the blond was giving him mixed signals so maybe was better said the truth.
Felix was driving Sebastiano back home when the black hired one confess his feelings babbling every word, even admit his disappointment when Felix didn't recognize him the night they meet.
Felix, he was on cloud nine. He could have kiss his lovely Sab the first night they meet without any regrets. He didn't lose another opportunity so they kiss that night.
One thing was on they're way, Felix never tell Sebastiano about the travel to Milan scheduled for the end of the summer. Was one of his member who talk about it an afternoon, at the moment Sebastiano didn't react but they have a huge fight when they was alone.
-What was I? Just a summer thing-
-No Seb, why did you think it?-
-I don't know maybe cause you are planning to go in Milan next month and you didn't tell me about it?-
-I didn't know how- Felix wisper his answer cause he truly didn't know why he didn't tell Sebastiano. Felix was telling himself he was gona do it the next day but some how the next day never come.
Sebastiano left angry Felix's house and the blond guy was terrified that he was losing the person he loves the most cause he was a coward.
The next day the two eat together as usual but the tension was noticed even from the stranger who passed buy.

-That's my line, my plot- I interrup Apollo excited.
-Olivia- The boy in front of me sounds angry but he was smiling so I was sure I didn't actually irritated him.
-Sorry, go on, I'm liking it-

Then Felix wait for Sebastian shift to end and they talk again, without scream that time.
-Did you planed to broke up with me before going away-
Felix panicked, he wants Sebastiano for the rest of his life.
-No, no, absolutely not, we can try distance relationships. Please, try it with me-
They did, everything worked out at the beginning, utile Sebastiano feels like Felix was slowly feeding away. Even whan they were together simes like they were light years apart.
For Felix, for him everything was grate, his relationships and his band, but he was right just about one of those things. He didn't notice Sebastiano slowly feels like a background character on his boyfriend life. Felix didn't notice how different his boyfriend attitude was, he didn't even listen to his friends that was try to wake him up.
No, he cried the night that Sebastiano decided to left him.
-Seb, please-
-You are looking for something now, and I'm not destined to be part of it-
-I can change, I noticed my mistake-
-Lix you did nothing wrong-
-So don't left me, I love you-
-I love you too, and I'm sure we will meet again, in better time-
That was his last sentence.

I was close to crying. Why did they broke up? Why didn't Sebastiano gives Felix a second chance?
-It's not the end, right?-
-If you just...- This time he looks a little irritated.
-Sorry- I wisper.

Sebastiano never stop being a fan of the band and Felix, he even call once a month just for making sure the other one is fine.
The group became bigger year by year and Seb was happy, just sad he wasn't part of it. If only he knew that all the songs Felix wrote were about him, if only he knew that the greatest fear of the blond guy was that he would feel in love with somebody else, if only he knew.
Later on Felix just show up at the black hired place, first time actually see each after year. Some drinks, some talks of confession about the "never being with anybody else after you".
That's teach Sebastiano a lesson.
Felix was actually the right person at the wrong time, but luckily for him, he was also the right person at the right time.
He just had to wait.