[EN] For you are mine at last - JeffBarcode

Chapter 5

The air conditioner temperature doesn't seem to be enough to contain the heat that Jeff is feeling that morning. The movement he feels under the sheets covering his waist causes a sleepy chuckle to come out and when he stretches out one of his arms to reach the one responsible for it, he's met with a light slap.

Another laugh is interrupted by a moan when he feels full lips around himself. The other spreads his legs wide without any difficulty and continues their work. Again Jeff tries to use one of his hands to hold the head that moves between his legs, and this time he is stopped with a firm grip on the wrist.

His cock is being sucked with such eagerness that it doesn't take long for Jeff to feel his orgasm coming, sensitive first thing in the morning. A growl in an ignored attempt to warn and he's coming with a deep raspy moan.

He's instantly boneless on the mattress, and he just watches with a soft smile when Barcode comes out from under the sheets and crawls back up. Swollen, red lips meet his in a wet kiss.

Jeff wakes up wide-eyed and finds the air conditioner working perfectly right in front of him. He remains motionless for a few seconds while the memory of the dream hits him without warning, and he even looks down to check if he has an erection. He curses softly when he realizes that not everything was just a dream. He walks awkwardly to the bathroom. A cold shower and things are all partially solved, as the water takes away the fire in his body, but not the feeling in his chest.

It's only after he's ready to leave the room that he realizes he's woken up before the alarm clock goes off. He then decides that he will make breakfast himself this time, thinking that maybe it will be a way to calm things down.

He's not very good at cooking, but he usually manages well. He's able to prepare a decent amount of food and when Jesse shows up, everything is ready and served.

"You woke up early." He comments in a vague tone, but Jeff knows he's really speculating.

"I couldn't sleep any longer." He lies and sits down to start eating. "Come, have breakfast with me. Enjoy that I have some time off."

Jesse sits down and soon they start having their breakfast. The atmosphere remains eerily silent throughout the meal. The mood is clearly heavy between the two, and Jeff feels it suffocating him on top of all the knots he already has in his stomach. He is capable of overcoming anything but not being on good terms with his brother.

"I'm sorry about the way I spoke to Hia yesterday."

And as if reading his thoughts, Jesse is the one who starts.

Jeff looks at him and shakes his head, reaching out to hold his hand on the table.

"It's OK. I appreciate your concern."

"I shouldn't have talked like that, Hia isn't fully recovered yet and I..." He shakes his head, looking disappointed at himself.

"Hey, come here." In one simple movement, Jeff drags his chair next to his and hugs him.

He knows the intention is to calm his brother down, but the moment he hugs him he feels everything that's stuck in his throat rise up at once. And Jesse, as usual, seems to understand right away what's going on as he hugs him tighter.

"I'm sorry, I don't know..." He silently weeps on his brother's shoulder and it makes everything he's been trying to hide from himself become real.

Jesse continues to hold him tightly, as if urging him to let it all out. And so he does. From silence to painful sobs, Jeff understands that what he's feeling is guilt. Guilt for what never happened, for his thoughts and feelings; guilt for what he doesn't even know if it will happen one day. The idea of ​​being irresponsible and losing control of the situation terrifies him and makes him indeed lose control.