"Comments"-Jenn

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"Why is it so hard?

'Cause every time I try to leave

something keep pulling me back"

"Something Keeps Pulling me Back"-H.E.R.

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⚠️Mentions of ed's (eating disorders)

A/n:This is a continuation of "Jackin ha" so I'd recommend reading that.

*Lo:Kr Place

🕕Few days Timeskip

Y/n Pov:

I was scrolling through ig nd saw Jenn had posted us tg already, kinda showin me off.

"Damn, she's quick" I say aloud, kinda surprised.

I went to the comments to see what ppl were sayin cause there were mad comments.

💕💕💕💕

Yo she bad asf

Fatass bitch

What's her @?

Yooo where's Jenn findin these girls

Damn 😍

She's mad ugly, shoulda got w/me

Yo is it jus me or is she kinda fat?

I'm jackin ha

At first I was smilin at the comments feelin mad gassed up till I saw ppl talkin bout my weight. I stopped caring bout ts a few months ago but seein ts again jus hurt.

'Am I really fat? Being fat isn't bad...why are ppl so mean?'

I decided to close the app after cause ts jus ruined my mood. I decided to put on a movie to make me feel better but I couldn't stop thinking about it.

I went to the bathroom nd locked myslef in, examping my body. Seeing any bigger or squishy spot that wasn't my ass or tits made me cry.

'Do I really look fat?' I question myself while pinching at my skin.

'I'm so disgusting' I think as I begin to softly cry.

I tried to compose myself and looked at my stomach, I saw it get bigger and bigger right infront of my eyes.

'I don't wanna look like this... I feel so dirty.'

Moments later I found an answer, maybe getting rid of the food in my stomach woud help.

'I don't want Jenn to leave me cause I'm too big'

I head over to the toilet to make myslef throw up. Ngl ts felt nasty and I hated every second of it.

"You good in there?" I hear Kr ask while lightly knocking at the door.

"Yea- my stomach just hurts" I stutter out after catching my breath.

After doing what I had to I flushed the toilet and brushed my teeth.

I came out nd he was still at the door.

"You sure you good? You look kinda pale-"

"I'm alr, it's probably just a stomach bug... imma lay down" I tell him to which he nods, moving over so I could go to my room.

After getting in I closed the door and checked again.

'Progress'

I looked a bit thinner, but it wasn't enough.

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