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💔family "Reunion "💔

*tw:self harm drinking drugs *

we've been on tour for 3 months and play are last 2 shows in New york, and staten island. we basicly can do it in are sleep now, my fingers have so many scars on them now too. ive cut them multiple times a week from playing so hard. i have officaly earned my tittle in the rock books. me sal and larrys dumb asses party hard as mötly crüe. bouncing from club to club smoking so much pot that we cant remeber how to move, took shot with other touring bands. i got into a fight with a chick that hit and sal even when he said to stop. i laugh after i broke her nose, but now i been trying to sober my life up bc i dont really like this side of me. my mom blames it on my dads genes which i tottaly under stand. he was a mess while i was growing up , it may have caused my machurity at such a young age. i mean i had to or who else was gonna help my mom with the broke shit in the house, who was gonna be there for her when she was crying at night.
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i been pushing thoughts of my dad to the back of my head but after almoat 3 years. of not seeing him what else was i sapose to do. tell my mom called " y/n i have some knews, you father called me from prison. he said he wanted to see his baby girl at least one more time befor he goes away for a long time." i pausee and just stared thoughts rushing no words . she continued "hes getting 10 years" i broke tears pouring heart dropped my dad gone for 10 more years no hope nothing". i hung up not able to breath i curled up in a ball in the hotel bathroom floor. radded the mini bar and jus drank tell everything went black, i had small glims of red and the sting on my body. i woke up to sal freaking out and me laying in my own small puddle of blood and liqure. he had left earler with the guys to check out the stage and when i didnt answer my phone he came to check on me.

he looked at me and asked me whats wrong, what happened. i couldnt speak i jus curled up in his arms. after a min he turned the shower on for me and i sat in the tub watching the metalic Liquid rins from my body. he sat there and washed my hair for me and held me after a while he gott out and came back in a pair of sweats. helped me out handing me a towel and some clothes. i got dressed he then wrapped my arms, and gave me a kiss i crawled into bed with him and fell alseep. i love how he didnt push for an answer, he just knew he needed to be there for me.
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i woke up to sal looking at me while he was holding me in his arms. he pushed my hair behind my ear "i love you" he said as a tear rolled down my face. i spoke up "my dad he" i paused "hes un prison and wont be out for a long time, this whole time i though he hated me and never wanted to see me. again but i guess i was wrong, hes been trying to call me and send me letters but they never got to me." he looked at me "y/n im here for what ever you wanna do im happy you can talk to me. i love you so much jus promise me you wont do that again, you scared the living shit out of me" i looked and nooded. i let him know i wanted to visit him soon after the tour i want to know why he left.
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its been a few months sence i visited my dad it been nice talking again. me and the others finally got are place in nockfell, nice colonelle farm house 2 storys. 5 achers sarounded with trees its nice and sechluedes so no one can find us . from the street all you can see is the mail box and a mile of trees tunnling the drive way. since we where all settled we decided to have are family come over for dinner. me and larrys moms where gonna be there sal ivited his dad and aunt. todd invited his parents and neil. we had paid a private chef to come out for the dinner it was cool he.cooked on a hot plate right infron of us. very timly and the food was good, are family mingiled and talked about are big succes. that what we did was unbelievable and such a great acheivment...

later that night my dad called and i talke to him for like an hour, he saud he enjoyed being able to see me preform on tv when they would put on .mtv and basicly fight for them to keep it on, some of the guys didnt beilve him when he said was my dad so when i visited him. to put money on his books i gave the guys 50$ on theres as a stfu thank you note. its not that my dad had no heart and is a bad person. he just does stupid things because his hearts so big.

that night i went to sleep as uf i was on clouds my life was moving smooth and in rutein like normal again. my amazing boyfriend loved me , mom was happy. larry was doing good with ashley and todd was thinking about taking things further wjth neil . *might prapose* oop.

a big house with 3 bedrooms 2 offices 4 bathrooms 2 kitchens 2 living rooms , double stare case a dinning room. with 6 young adults living in it meant alot of love friendship and dazaster along the way, of the band life.