just empty words

2.

The world suffocates me,
Makes it hard to breathe,
These thorns pierce through this thin skin,
Pigmented forever;black and blue,
To the very core is only just suffering,
Was i made just to bear this?,
My prayers were unheard,
I am tired, make it stop,
I can't numb this pain,
I can't escape the reality,
Is it okay to bleed all over again?,
Time didn't heal as they said,
It made me weak, it made me bleed,
Now i stand at a lonely island,
Where's my escape? Where's my facade?,
Did it really crumble? Or was I crumbling along?,
Should I be angry?, the culprit remains unknown to me,
The burden is crushing me,
This anxiety seeps through each time,
We play tag in our promised neverland,
I can't escape it, and it doesn't leave me,
Where's the key to this prison?,
Where's the world that was promised?,
Maybe being a kid was better,
The pain lived through, but i remained naive,
Ignorance was my bliss, it was my paradise,
Now the world seems rotten,
And Nothing passes it by,