🕳️ Never Enough 🕳️ {Angst to Fluff?}

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(Warnings: SH...and more that idk of so be prepared)

Poe sat at his desk, a bloody kn!fe in hand looking at his awfully scared wrists..Karl sitting on the desk clawing at Poe's shirt, a worried chitter escaping from the small critter. Poe sighed, dropping the bloody knife in his drawer and closing it, pulling his sleeves down. Poe had started to harm himself from the sheer pain of not being good enough..it made his mental health worse than ever...Poe thought about his failures as tear welded in his eyes, soon rushing like waterfalls down his cheeks, his silent cries soon being the only sound heard in his office, suddenly his phone rang, he grabbed it and looked at the name, it reading " Ranpo-kun " (IS THAT IT? RANPO-KUN? ) Poe just sat his phone back down, that feeling becoming worse..causing him to jerk the drawer open and snatch the knife..pulling him sleeves back up as he watched the knife tear through his skin. " I'll never be good enough so why try anymore..I'm useless..Why am i even here still..? " Poe chanted while he cutted..Karl with a horrified look, watching Poe do this to himself, causing Karl to whine and rub Poe's shoulder with his cheek. But Poe didn't stop..his phone continue to ring but he ignored it..his cries getting louder and louder till the mansion was only filled with the cries of Poe...

Ranpo wondered why Poe hadn't answered to his calls. Poe always answered, even when he was busy. Ranpo started to call and call, maybe 13 missed calls later he got up and sped walked to Fukuzawa's office, ignoring the yelling from Kunikida to get back to work. Ranpo swung the door open, sweat dripping from his face. " Ranpo. You ok? Take a seat " Fukuzawa had a worried expression on his face, watching the tiny male sit down with such quickness. " What happened? " .
" I think something happened to Poe! He hasn't answered my calls and he always does! What if he's in trouble? He could be hurt?! " Ranpo went on without stop. " Then go check on him Ranpo..make sure to finish that paperwork though.. " Fukuzawa spoke which caused Ranpo to quickly nod as he zoomed out of the room and out the office door. Running to Poe's house, his face filled with worry.

It was around 5:30 when Ranpo arrived to the front door, putting his ear against it he could hear the loud cries of the taller male. Ranpo opened the door and started to walk to his office...Ranpo opened the door and what he saw.. horrified him to the bone, blood on the desk, tears, and Poe.. crying his eyes out while chanting " I'm not good enough..I'm useless" Ranpo felt tears forming from his eyes, hesitating then running over to Poe, holding him to his chest. " POE! ARE YOU OK? WHAT HAPPENED?! " Ranpo screamed, the tears falling from his face and onto the taller male's head.." Ran..Ranpo..? " Poe stuttered, looking up at the shorter male..his eyes lifeless and dried tears that stained his face. " Poe! Thank goodness your ok..what did you do to yourself?! " Ranpo squeezed Poe tighter. " I..I'm sorry Ranpo..I just..I-.. " Poe couldn't say it, he didn't want to hurt Ranpo at all and if he told him he probably would. " Poe..You can speak to me..please don't hide your feelings from me.. " Ranpo softened his grip and looked down at Poe, his eyes meeting the tall males.." I just feel like I'm utterly useless..why should I be here if I can't make a purpose for the world..nothing good had happened in my life so why continue it?! " Poe's cries were like knives that pierced through Ranpo's heart. " Poe..you're not useless one bit..and you have had so many good things happen in ur life..as well as..please never leave me..I can't be in this world if your gone..don't leave me Poe, don't leave me ever.. " Ranpo softly scratched Poe's scalp to calm him down. Poe sighed, leaning his head against Ranpo, his heart beat slowly calming him down. Ranpo chuckled at the sudden affection " We should get this cleaner up.. " Ranpo let go, the taller male finding a spot on his desk to rest his head as he watched the smaller male leave and come back with a first aid kit. Poe grunted, sitting up as Ranpo got closer, opening the kit. " This may hurt.. " Ranpo poured rubbing alcohol on a small rag and dabbed it on Poe's wrists causing Poe to hiss and clench his fists. " It's ok, I'm done..I just had to clean them ok? " Ranpo reassured him, pulling out some bandages and rapping them around his arms. Poe sighed, " Ranpo-kun..I'm sorry you have to see me like this.. " Poe leaned back in his chair, looking at the roof to stop his tears. " Don't be sorry..you had me worried though..you can't do this to yourself.. " Ranpo sighed while closing up the bandages. " I know.. "
  Ranpo started to pick up the papers on Poe's desk and sit them on the shelf behind him, soon grabbing the same cloth and wiping the ink and blood from his desk.
                 ( Time skip!: 30 minutes)

  Ranpo sighed, wiping the sweat from his forehead. Looking back at Poe, who didn't move from his position. " Poe...~ " Ranpo poked his shoulder, causing Poe to flinch. " H-Huh?! Oh..yes Ranpo-kun..? " Poe said, his voice hinting how tired he was. " You seem tired..wanna go to sleep? " Ranpo rubbed Poe's shoulder softly. " Mmmm.. sure.. " Poe groaned, pushing himself off the chair and following after Ranpo whom was already heading for the bedroom. As they entered the room, Poe turned to the drawer near his door, pulling out a T-shirt and some sweats and heading to the bathroom, coming out a few minutes later.
  " Just grab yourself something " Poe said in a soft tone, sliding into his bed. " Mkay.. " Ranpo started to rummage through the drawer, pulling out a long T-shirt, not minding Poe he slipped it on fast, and walking over to the other side, sliding in.
   Poe sighed and turnee over on his stomach, his guilt slowly coming back like a stream of water into a lake, gripping on the pillow. Ranpo felt his pillow move a little, turning back to see Poe, gripping his pillow. Ranpo sighed, scooting closer and slowly rapping his arms around Poe's waist. Poe flinched at the sudden affection and looked down at Ranpo who had his head on Poe's arm. Poe blushed slightly, a soft smile forming on his face as he adjusted his body to hold Ranpo close to him. Ranpo smiled against his chest and melted, his eyes getting heavy as they slowly closed, soon only the soft snores of Ranpo could be heard from the room. Poe gently rubbed the smaller males back, smelling Ranpo's hair..and that being what he fell asleep to.

    (I hate the fact i always end stories with sleeping but the next one won't so DW! Btw  1202 words! Hope you enjoyed! )

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