I wish Louis was here..I wish we were cuddling and watching movies together, but who i'm I kidding that's never going to happen.
I was receiving a lot of twitter messages, so I decided to check them out.
" @HarryStyles i'm so sorry Louis said that he doesn't mean it #Larry"
"@LouisTomlinson you're an idiot @HarryStyles must feel like shit now thanks to you."
And more tweets similar to those were tweeted.
What would Lou tweet that would make me and the fans upset?
I went to his page and I really wish I hadn't.
"@Skyleridk How's this, Larry is the biggest load of bullshit i've ever heard. I'm happy why can't you accept that."
I didn't even know I was crying until I felt a wet substance running down my neck. So Louis think i'm bullshit, he thinks our friendship is bullshit..I don't understand.
I ran into the bathroom and locked the door for the 2nd time today I looked in the mirror. "If you weren't fat, if you weren't ugly, pathetic, and a loser maybe Louis would love you. Maybe he wouldn't think you're bullshit..but he clearly does because that's exactly what you are..b-bull..s-shit.!!" I screamed and cried to myself infront of the mirror.
I couldn't stand what I was looking at so I smashed the mirror with my fist..
There was pain at first but then it slowly turned into pleasure..I picked up a piece of broken glass and looked at it.
"NO, Harry you can't stoop that low..have a little dignity." I told myself.
" I'm bullshit anyway..you can't get any lower than that." I whispered.
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If Only You Knew (Larry Stylinson)
FanfictionIt hurts to see the one you love with someone else. To see them smiling with someone that isn't you. To see them kiss and hug someone right in front of you and they don't realize that you're there wishing they would kiss you instead. The feeling in...
