You are all my passwords
You were supposed to protect things
Now it's all just open and vulnerable
And you don't mind.
You were supposed to defend and protect.
Now here I am. Alone.
Again.
You were the pin to my heart
You were the lock to my secrets
You were the defender of my information
And you deserted your post.
Thanks.
Now I have to spend hours
Erasing the nickname you gave me
From every area of my life.
I don't get how you thought
I wasn't ever as serious about you
As you supposedly were about me.
When you're gone and I'm over you
And I'm still taking time
To get rid of everything
I engraved your name on.
Guess I'll be my own pin.
Be my own key.
Be my own password
My own defender.
Cause you left your post.
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Walking Through Hell
PoetryA way to process my trauma. ⚠️‼️ trigger warnings ‼️⚠️ Sexual assault Rape Mental abuse Mental manipulation Emotional abuse