4 years
9 months
3 weeks
And
4 days ago
My life changedWe didn't even talk
On my birthday this year
Wow things have changed
You called four days later
We spent
21 hours
And
54 minutes
On the phone
Between then and nowWe haven't spoken for
47 daysIt feels like an eternity
You used to make
Numbered days
Feel like an eternity
In the best way possible
Now the numbered days
Are founded to be too few
For how long we've been strangersOh how time truly is relevance
When it comes to love126 messages of importance
87 pages of memorized words
All now fading175 emails sent and received
Gift's uncountable
And look at us nowThe numbered times we were one
Burned in my mind
Look at us now
One wouldn't even know
We once held each other so closeSo much time together
The only time my mind
Is currently focused on.
I know future hold endless time
Yet that's not time I crave for
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Walking Through Hell
PoetryA way to process my trauma. ⚠️‼️ trigger warnings ‼️⚠️ Sexual assault Rape Mental abuse Mental manipulation Emotional abuse