The Boy In Class

Final Decision.

"Am sorry i cried, I didn't know what came over me" I pleaded crying. "It's...it's...just...just....just...go to the principal's office" she took my hand and went to the principal. She saw me and folded her hands. "What happened now??" She asked and miss. Michelle explained everything to her in French. "Oh, I don't know what's wrong with her. Maybe she needs a break from school" the principal said. "But...but. .she wasn't in school for a whole week and I guess that's enough break" miss Michelle said. "OK, she should go home. it's the final exams soon and maybe she needs to read and be away from everyone" these were stupid excuses to cover up that there was something wrong with me. Thank God mum wasn't home and I didn't have to explain myself to her.I went upstairs and started reading. Suddenly, someone threw a teddy bear at me from the window. I got scared and someone entered. A strange girl with brown hair and I didn't know.

"My name is Tessy and i...I just moved here. I need my teddy back" she said and snatched the bear from me. "Next time, don't throw your teddy when am reading" as soon as I spoke, she jumped on me and we fell to the floor with the chair. "OH MY GOODNESS!!!! GRACE WILLIE!!! THE MODEL ON THE 3RD RANK!!! I LOVE YOU. YOU'RE PRETTY! I'll show you that I love you!" The girl stood up and flew out the window into her own bedroom. She brought a pile of magazines and threw it on the floor. I was on the cover with different dresses on. "Awwwwn " "I have all the magazines and I have read it all!! I even got a C- on my final exams because I was at your fashion show! I love you, grace" she declared laughing. "What grade?" I asked. "Am in 5th grade and I am gonna be in a new school!" She told me she was gonna be in our school and she jumped on the bed on hearing I was gonna be her senior. After a while, the director phoned me. There was a fashion show and I really had to be there. "Can you please take me along, grace?" She begged.

"Why not?" We both went and had so much fun till night. She returned to her house. My mum was home and she told me she had quit. I was so happy she was gonna start a new life as a basketball  player. The next day, I was so busy moving to our penthouse that I didn't go to school. Our clothes weren't needed and we had furniture, a big bedroom and the other bedrooms were locked. Life was amazing, I had a personal maid, mum had hers and we had 3 Cooks in the kitchen. There were 10 guards outside the penthouse and Mum had a room for basketball practice! The girl, Tessy begged me to employ her so she could have money for their rent and so they won't go completely broke. She was my second personal maid and we became besties Soon after I returned to school, words like "Possessed" "Witch!" "Animal" "Fake model" "Idiot" were written all over my locker. I was so angry that I yelled. "WHO WAS THE PSYCHO THAT DARED TO DO THIS".
 I knew 100% that it was Clementine but I just had to be sure. But everyone pretended they hadn't heard a thing. Just then, I saw Damien and Autumn hugging and holding hands. Oh My God I was so heartbroken at that moment. I wanted to cry Damien had forgotten all about me I ran out of school in tears I got into my limo and the driver drove off. I got home and met mum practicing. "Guess what darling  there will be a match soon and there are tryouts tomorrow. I put my name and it's gonna be a blast" she was happy but I just stormed off to my room and slammed the door shut. I saw Tessy and Hazel making my bed. I ordered them to leave me alone. They left looking worried. I threw myself on the bed and cried hard. My own school didn't even love me for the model I was and not even Damien cared. I cried for hours and didn't even go for dinner when it was time. Mum and The maids tried to get me out but I cried loud and destroyed everything.

 And that was when I realized - I don't deserve to be a model. Damien liked me for who I was and just because I was desperate, I turned myself into a greedy monster he asked me to ignore his mum but I was too desperate I just....I..I took my phone and texted Damien. I called him but he ignored then I saw a picture on Autumn's Instagram. Damien and Autumn were at a night pool party and they were in the pool together I threw my phone away and wept bitterly. It was no use. I took a knife  In the fruit's tray and cut my wrist. I fell down unconscious on the floor. The guard kicked the door open and they saw me. mum quickly stopped the bleeding with bandages and the maids ran to get water. I opened my eyes on the bed. "Why did you do this to yourself?" Mum asked. "I....I...I don't want this life anymore. I want to stop modeling" all mouths were open as I called the director.