POSHEEDA

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Author pov

   Shehnaaz knows deep inside that today's accident was an actual accident and Sidharth didn't mean for it to happen but there was part in her mind that had her convinced, he did it on purpose to hurt her and make her leave him

    And she already was kinda surprised that he let her leave in this state, where she was sure whoever has seen her will know they both have fought. Sidharth would never bear any kind of scandal with him and his reputation being involve, but he let her leave and she felt different kind of vibe from him today she almost felt he cares about her and was genuinely worried about getting her wounds check after accident

    She got startled by door of her room opening, this incident has her pretty shaken. She was getting scared by just simple noises, she gulped looking at her father who seems to be return from his daily night walk in estates and she guessed that by brown shawl wrapped around him

"Hum yah-"

"Apko batane ki zarorat nahi ke ap yahan kyun ayen hain it's your house you can come here anytime and stay as long as you want" He cut her in middle. She was about to tell him but he beat her at it so she slightly nodded her head

    Nisar wasn't fool to not notice his daughter's smudged mascara,  kajal and dull eyes. She has cried and that also a lot, he also didn't fail to notice how shaky her hands were getting as she was taking off her earrings

"Kuch hua hai Shehnaaz?" He asked, even tho he knows she won't say a word to him

"Nahi toh kya hoga abu?" She kept her voice normal as she glance at him again with chill look. She knows he can tell something but wrong but she won't tell him anything

"Jate hua ap kisi servant se keh kar salma ko bulwa lenge hume kuch kaam hai unse" She changed topic and hurriedly got inside washroom to avoid any further conversation with him which can lead her to end up crying and tell him everything, worst will happened she knows she will be cause of brothers fighting again, she can see how happy her father is now after reuniting with his elder brother she doesn't have it in her to take that away from him now

Coming back to room which has no sight or warmness of his wife made Sidharth let out sigh of regret. He empty his pocket and kept those things by side table before laying on bed, looking up at ceiling of bed

He didn't know he would miss her, not as someone he loves but as his wife. She doesn't know but she talks in sleep sometimes and when she first time did that it almost made Sidharth jump out of his skin at sudden talking around 3 in morning until he realise she's talking in her sleep who was sleeping on couch peacefully. She would talk some random things those make no sense, next time she did that made his lips curved in smile cause he knew this time that she was talking in her sleep

This all reminds her about medicines she use to take, he doesn't care if he's being sneaky or anything so he just got off bed and walk towards her side of bed to open side table drawer and take out her medicines. He wants to see what kind of medicines she take everyday and he has notice she takes them when she's mostly angry at someone or stressed about something

After checking on her prescription he came to know these are tablets for hypertension and she's on daily dosage. She must need them he thought and it didn't took him seconds to rush for his car keys and go downstairs

"Why are you here?" Zain push open door of his sister's room and his wife followed him behind doing little wave at Shehnaaz who was currently trying to comb her wet hair

"Humara ghar humari marzi" She poke her tongue at him and waved back with brush at maham

Zain messed her hair playfully and laid down on her bed while maham stood beside her near dressing table to start simple conversation about how she should not take shower at night, it will cause her to have fever. Aryaan also came in after five mins and told them how their abu made him look accounts register even tho it was Zain's work

"That's what you get for messing with your elder brother us din mera kaam kiya tha?Bara bhai baap saman hota hai chutiya" Zain got hit by pillow for using foul language by his wife. His siblings roll their eyes at his famous dialogues he's been using ever since

"Baap toh nahi hota na?" Aryaan set down on sofa in her room and took jar of dry fruits in his lap to open lid

Shehnaaz and maham roll their eyes cause this argument went on for like more 20 mins and made them annoyed. Shehnaaz shake her head and took moisturiser in her hands and looking at her old meds on dressing table it hit her that she hasn't really taken any tablets for today. This was enough to trigger stress level inside her no wonder she had massive reaction earlier her blood pressure must have gone high

She clears her throat gently and looks at her brother who were now doing pillow fight and maham was trying to stop them. She doesn't wanna spoil their fun and tell them about meds, they surely will panic and made hundreds of calls to have her medicine deliver

"Theek hai I gave up! Nahi hain hum baap saman bhai yaar!" Zain breath heavily and moved away from smirking Aryaan and before Aryaan could reply phone ring of Zain got their attention

"Wait call utha lu" Zain took out phone from his pocket and picked it up immediately after looking at contact number

"Aur bhai kya hal hain?" Zain asked getting off bed styling his hair how they were before

"Kya? Achaa attain hai hum 2 mins de" Zain nodded and rushed out of room. Aryaan also followed him after looking at caller Id, he also wants to know what they are going to talk about

"Shukar kuch toh shanti hui!" Maham breath out correcting bed sheet of Shehnaaz's bed which her husband messed up completely like he did dangal on this

"It's okay hum karlugi" Shehnaaz tried to stop her

"Ary khair hai bedsheet he toh theek ki hai" Maham smiled smoothing it with hand and sitting over it to look at Shehnaaz, their was silent for 30 second until maham broke it

"Humne LUMS mein admission mil gaya hai phd ke liye, Zain applied for it" Maham spoke out with hint of proudness in her voice, not because she got in she will get in anywhere seeing their family background she was proud that her husband has applied for her which is new for this generation of their family

"Na karen Sachi!" Shehnaaz gasp in happiness and hugged her cousins who giggled and hugged back with huge smile on her lips

"MashaAllah hum apke liye bhut kush hain, hume bhut kushi hai ke apka dream pura horaha hai" Shehnaaz broke hug

"Shukhriya Shehna-" Maham was cut off by door opening loudly

"Really Shehnaaz? Forgot meds? Like are you for real?" Zain didn't look happy with her sister forgetting her meds back "Shukar hai your husband brought them warna tumhe toh he nahi tha do you even know how dangerous this can be? You skipping them?" Zain asked

"I didn't skip just bhool gaye to carry them with them" She murmured grabbing them from him. She wasn't ready to accept that Sidharth has bought these for her. Him, who doesn't care about her

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