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29 Weeks
"Oh my god." I sobbed into my sweater sleaves as River rubbed my back.
"Ramona it's okay, calm down." He said trying to calm me down.
"It's not okay, this is rediculous. I hate this stupid pregnancy stuff." I cried more into my sweater sleeves.
"Come on babe, lets go take a shower." He said pulling me to my feet.
"I can't believe I pee'd myself." I cried.
At this point in my pregnancy I was just such a big baby about everything. I pee'd my pants and cried over it, I spill milk and I bawl my eyes out over it. I cry over every little thing I do wrong. River trys to be supportive but Aubrey was really the only help I got.
I stood under the water in the shower letting the hot water trail down my body with River standing behind me. I set my hands on my belly and cried more. I was self-concious about myself 90% of the time yes it made me cry.
"Babe stop." River whinned as I turned to face him.
"I'm fat." I said, more tears spilling down my face.
"No you're not." He said putting his hands on my hips and kissing me.
"I am, look how huge I am." I said looking down.
"Ramona stop, you're amazing." He smiled as he leaned over and kissed me.
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"When are you going to leave her Rivey? You know we need you." Clair whinned on the other end of the phone conversation that Aubrey and I were currently spying on.
"Babe you know that she's having my alpha baby, I need to stay around." He explained.
"It's not fair though, she gets to see you all the time and I don't." She cried.
"Look we'll talk about this later okay?" He questioned.
"Okay." She sniffled.
"Bye." He said angerly as he hung up the phone.
"What a fucking piece of good for nothing donkey shit." I screamed as I walked back into our bedroom where he was laying down on the bed.
I thought about it for a minute. I wanted to get back at him more than anything. What was he trying to pull? Leaving me for that stupid whore.
I crawled on top of him and starting making out with him. Tingles ran up my body instantly as he held onto my hips kissing back. He groaned sexily against my mouth then started pulling me back and forth over his groin area. I felt the bulge form in his shorts that was pushing it against my private region.
"River.." I moaned as I ran my hands up his shirt.
"Ramona...we talked about this." He groaned, trying to hold back from sleeping with me.
I knew I was trying to get back at him but the rejection still hurt. I was his mate! He was supposed to love ME not her! I'm supposed to be the girl he ends up with. I know he's cocky and stubborn but I wanted him. And here he was rejecting me for sex. Again. Was I ugly? Is it beacause i'm fat?
"Come on River, please." I begged as I continued to rub his bulge against my private region.
"Ramona please don't." He begged as I bit down on his neck, rubbing myself on top of him.
